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Topic: I lost both testicles in Iraq (no joke). Should I kill myself?
Anonymous A started this discussion 1.3 year ago#436
Hey, I was recently released from Landstuhl Medical Facility in Germany. IEDs have been deliberately placed by the Taliban at waist level for some time in order to strip soldiers of their manhood. We had crotch protectors on our body armor, but they were only tiny flaps that protected from the front. Now, I essentially look like a GI Joe in my anatomical area. My doctor has talked about giving me false prosthetic testicles (like they give to dogs) and I receive monthly hormone therapy injections. But this shit is depressing and I feel humiliated. I cannot be with a woman and I am embarrassed. Before you write me off as a troll, do your homework and you will see that this injury is common and does happen.
My primary healthcare provider told me that these injuries were common in Vietnam as well, due to bouncing Betty mines, which had a tendency to detonate at waist-level.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 1.3 year ago, 2 minutes later, 5 minutes after the original post#6,169
I have a penis. A portion of my tunica vaginalis survived the explosion, but after several surgeries the necrotic flesh of my testicles began to suffer from epyditimitis (look it up) and hydrocele (Google images). After a few intensive inpatient surgeries, there is nothing left down there (like a dog). Then penis is intact, and i can still achieve erections. But it's not something you can hide from a woman, and it's not something you can explain.
Anonymous B replied with this 1.3 year ago, 11 minutes later, 16 minutes after the original post#6,170
Ok, just googled 'Hydrocele', totally mindblown right now. Not really sure what to say cause i have never (or hope to be) suffering from that condition, Ever! But if there's one thing i do know it's that killing yourself isn't worth it. I'm not gonna go on about you having so much to live for or any of that flimsy good simaritan talk, but just give it time & see how you cope with your injury. As for the issue in the Ladies department, i can't really help you there as i'm still a virginfag & in no position to give you any advice there lol, so you might have to work that out yourself. I am a little curious, are you still able to achieve orgasms even though your testicles are gone?
Anonymous B replied with this 1.3 year ago, 7 minutes later, 30 minutes after the original post#6,172
Ok then, i'd go along with the false testicles for now & see how things work out. Personally i don't think that means you can't be with a woman either, just tell her it's an injury from serving time in iraq/afghanistan if she ask any questions. Plus you're gonna need that hormone therapy injections if you wanna keep your voice normal.
Anonymous C joined in and replied with this 1.3 year ago, 1 hour later, 1 hour after the original post#6,173
Dude thats insane. getting hit in the nuts hurts really fucking bad, but yours got instantly blown off, so.. did it hurt like getting hit in the nuts(x10)? or did you feel pain but just not that infamous testicle pain?
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 1.3 year ago, 8 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post#6,174
Guys who get really bad injuries (limbs, etc.) usually pass out, especially if they get a look at the wound. It's kind of like if you get punched in the face hard enough, all you see is colors. You feel nothing. There is too much shock. You just watch yourself being MEDEVAC'ed and then you're in a Chinook, and then you're in a hospital, watching Maury and wondering who you are. It is a nightmare that segues into a dull dream. Then you finally cry; after that you are pissed. After that you deal with it, because you have to, just like life.
Seeing pretty girls is the only thing that bothers me. I feel like a neutered weak bitch of a man, especially after how in shape I was during my initial enlistment. My testosterone has taken a terrible dip. I cry, I look in the mirror and call myself a "pussy" or a "faggot."
Anonymous D joined in and replied with this 1.3 year ago, 9 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post#6,175
Just get fake nuts, and tell the bitches you like to do it with the lights off. There's plenty of lights off type people.. but really, even dim lights, I think you'd be fine.. obviously you'd have to avoid getting oral, so they don't get a closeup etc.. Look at the bright side, anyone who kicks you in the balls and expects you to double over in pain is in for a serious ass whoopin nao... also, if you have the vid of when they got blown off, you can make it into an animated gif, that's pretty much a guaranteed accepted image here!
Anonymous C replied with this 1.3 year ago, 15 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post#6,176
Wtf you think US soldiers have nut cams to send back video to the commander of the status of their testicles, most of them dont even have helmet cams, let alone nut cams.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 1.3 year ago, 37 seconds later, 2 hours after the original post#6,178
We have ballistic helmets, and yes many guys are camera happy over there, and film when they are restricted from doing so by international law / Geneva conventions. I'm telling you guys right now you don't know a tenth of the shit that goes on over there. I've seen a man have sex with a camel (on a nightly basis). I've seen a man get his hand pinched off in a shipping container door. There was a madrassa (school) where little Iraqi first-graders would try to get you to give them candy. But there was also an Iraqi dwarf who would pretend he was a kid in order to get free stuff. One day he forgot to shave, though, and I saw a soldier blast him right there in front of the kids because he was trying to pretend he was a child who went to the school.
One guy got bit by a sand-fly and caught a disease (I will spell this wrong) called Leche Moniasis (google should auto-correct it). You get bit once by the wrong fly in Iraq and it's worse than a great white shark bite. Fuck war, fuck Rambo, fuck the tough guy horseshit.
Seriously ask me something about Iraq. I have nothing to hide or to lose, and people don't want to really hear this shit in person.
Anonymous C replied with this 1.3 year ago, 28 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post#6,184
this is kind of random but, I always wanted to know, if youve ever been in an actual engagement with the insurgents, like firing at each other. What would you say is the usual distance between you and them when youre shooting at eachother. like do they get up real close (less than 50 meters)? or do they usually just shoot at you from hundreds of meters away and you shoot back at them and neither of you are really close enough to hit eachother?
> this is kind of random but, I always wanted to know, if youve ever been in an actual engagement with the insurgents, like firing at each other. What would you say is the usual distance between you and them when youre shooting at eachother. like do they get up real close (less than 50 meters)? or do they usually just shoot at you from hundreds of meters away and you shoot back at them and neither of you are really close enough to hit eachother?
Sorry I am on another computer, but to answer your question battle plays out in such a way that when someone asks a question like "How many people did you kill" the answer is impossible. As is the answer to your question. Here is how it works. You are driving along with translators (called 'terps) who ocassionally stop to interview locals. If the local has a lead or a complaint (insurgent activity, dead bodies are piling up) you will ocassionally receive clearance from MNC (Multi-National command) in Baghdad to patrol around. You leave a skeleton crew with the convoy, where the vehicles are arranged in a herringbones formation. You walk around, bullshit with the Iraqi kids, scratch your ass. Most of the time nothing happens. If you draw fire, you go into 'buddy set, buddy move' teams of two men who leap frog forward between cover and concealment. If your vehicles from your convoy are within distance, you light up the building where the gunfire is coming from (could be from five feet to two hundred meters) with .50 caliber rounds from the crew serve weapons mounted in the turret. Everyone lays suppresive fire (spray and pray) with m-16s and m-4s and if there is enough distance, you fire your 203 (grenade rounds). The mark 19 is a grenade launcher that was outlawed by the escalation of force in theater (Iraq sometime between my second and third deployment).
After this, if there is no return fire, you do a stack where teams of two now form a four man voltron of people holding onto each other in a chain. One man hides on either side of the door and a third kicks and gets out of the way while the fourth sweeps the room with his weapon in a zig-zag manner. At this point, you basically have bits of insurgent (torso, finger, blood, head) around the room. There could be mines or traps (believe it or not, there was a clever insurgent who left his laptop on the table once. When a soldier went to look at it, thinking he could find some OPSEC (operational security) intel on the enemy, the whole computer was set to blow when he clicked with the mouse.
** I should say also that there are tons of accidents in Iraq. Except for Special Forces and Rangers, all the guys carrying guns are just like people you have met. Some of them are potheads, some are on anti-depressants, some are plain stupid. I have seen accidental discharges and also seen soldiers who were so pissed at their chain of command and supervisors that they had the bolt of their m-16 confiscated because we were afraid they would kill us.
My worst day on foot was in Baghdad 2 (the name for the Baghdad suburbs). For weeks, a handful of Iraqi Sunni had gone missing from their homes, until the number finally got up to 200 missing Iraqis. We were patrolling on foot one day and we found them, all of them, in a big cordwood-like bundle. They had all been blindfolded and had their hands tied, and someone had run the black and decker through one side of their heads and then out the other. Very little blood, no bullets. A human landfill.
Anonymous I joined in and replied with this 1.3 year ago, 12 minutes later, 4 hours after the original post#6,190
> They had all been blindfolded and had their hands tied, and someone had run the black and decker through one side of their heads and then out the other. Very little blood, no bullets. A human landfill.
I feel kinda bad, since you came here for advice (or more like to give you some strength) and you end up entertaining us instead with cool stories, bro.
Regarding the nutsacks: all the time I see ugly, disfigured, fucked up people being together. Lesbian chicks don't even have dicks and they get along fine. Compared to them, you're still a soldier in good shape with a working penis.
You can't get your nutsack licked... so what? Chicks love dudes with scars, so instead of trying to hide your balls (which won't work) you go like "fuck yeah im gi joe, they blew my nuts off but I still have more balls than ever", i don't think you'll have problem with the women.
Will take some time to get used to it, don't push yourself into an experience that disappoints you and takes away your self confidence.
Anonymous J joined in and replied with this 1.3 year ago, 18 minutes later, 4 hours after the original post#6,191
@ Anon A, I am very sorry you had this injury and are struggling to adjust to it. I would say you definitely should not kill yourself. Your testicles are not more important than your life. You can have a good life and there are plenty of women who won't mind your disability so you won't have it hide it from them when you find one. There is hope for you down the road too. You would not believe how much success science is having now with stem cells. They can regrow whole organs in animals and in a few years they will be able to do it in humans. Eventually several years down the road with this technology, you could regrow your own new testicles. But in the mean time, just stay cool about it and don't worry. Some women will not like it, but some will not care, but they are like that about everything aren't they. Don't be embarrassed about it, it's not your fault, it's war and war is hell, and many people understand that. I think you should seek out other older guys who have this injury so they can help you better understand how cope with it. They are the one's who know best what you are going through and they know how to get through it. - Sean
I was on 4chan well before I got hurt or even went to Iraq. This is sort of the answer I was looking for. Is it possible, I wonder, to commit suicide live on 4chan somehow, or at least give chan4chan.com the exclusive stream? I have a Walther .380 and I am ready to get it on like Vietnam. I will even hold up a piece of paper with a custom message chosen by one of you to prove it is the real thing. Anybody down?
Anonymous L joined in and replied with this 1.3 year ago, 1 hour later, 9 hours after the original post#6,196
> Hey, I was recently released from Landstuhl Medical Facility in Germany. IEDs have been deliberately placed by the Taliban at waist level for some time in order to strip soldiers of their manhood. We had crotch protectors on our body armor, but they were only tiny flaps that protected from the front. Now, I essentially look like a GI Joe in my anatomical area. My doctor has talked about giving me false prosthetic testicles (like they give to dogs) and I receive monthly hormone therapy injections. But this shit is depressing and I feel humiliated. I cannot be with a woman and I am embarrassed. Before you write me off as a troll, do your homework and you will see that this injury is common and does happen. > > My primary healthcare provider told me that these injuries were common in Vietnam as well, due to bouncing Betty mines, which had a tendency to detonate at waist-level.
NO - do not kill yourself. #1, there is a hell of a lot more to life than worrying about what a woman will think about it. Get the prosthesis, and don't say *like the give dogs* okay? Because those were invented for humans. Find others who have suffered the same injury and talk to them, especially people who have been dealing with it for awhile, they can give you more real advice on how the future looks, as far as their own experiences.
Look I lost both my stepchildren, my husband, and then my son lastly about 5 years ago. I really really wanted to die, but now I'm glad I didn't. There are some amazing people out there, and sometimes a tragedy is what brings you to them. You find out who your real friends are, and the true depth of a person. People you would have sworn by will leave, people you barely know will become your greatest advocate. Also, I know you don't want to hear this, but, there are others so much worse off than you, who still WANT to live and strive to overcome their odds, so don't give up so quickly. There are many women who would accept you just the way you are, but I have seen what they can do with the prosthesis and it looks good.
When things are shit, rather than leaving life, that is the time to do things you never would or never thought you would. After my son died, I traveled into the deepest most rural part of islamic morocco, which could have ended very badly, but I had no fears because I just didn't care about anything. In the end I had some pretty incredible experiences. Moroccans aren't nuts like Afghani scum. They're overall good people, not blowing each other or anybody else up. I was able to work through a lot of my grief isolated in that situation.
LATER, I left USA and moved to Sweden, and now live with a wonderful man& have been together for 2 years. You would never believe it, but, we met each other trolling people on youtube. HAha it sounds fake but it's real. I left USA and moved here to be with him prior to ever having met in person, we talked for a long time, sent photos and never even spoke on the phone. I took a major chance and it paid off big time, something I never would have done in my 'past life'. You just never know what can happen in your life, not just the bad. There is a whole world out there, not just your hometown, your house, and in your own mind and life. Get out 'past yourself' and start thinking about the outside world, it will help the size of your problems seem much smaller, and that makes you feel better.
Anonymous N joined in and replied with this 1.3 year ago, 3 hours later, 13 hours after the original post#6,198
No I don't think you should kill yourself. This is obviously a difficult situation to deal with but it's life and life is never easy. If it's not one thing, it will be another, there will always be difficult things coming your way but it is how you chose to combat them. Life doesn't get easier, you just get better at handling it.
"Dr. Elisabeth Kubler-Ross, a Swiss psychiatrist did landmark work with the terminally ill patient in the 1960's which resulted in the establishment of a "cycle" that she found each patient went through upon learning of their imminent death." I think this applies to permanent situations, in which there is no going back.
1. Denial — "I feel fine."; "This can't be happening, not to me."
Denial is usually only a temporary defense for the individual. This feeling is generally replaced with heightened awareness of possessions and individuals that will be left behind after death. Denial can be conscious or unconscious refusal to accept facts, information, or the reality of the situation. Denial is a defense mechanism and some people can become locked in this stage.
2. Anger — "Why me? It's not fair!"; "How can this happen to me?"; '"Who is to blame?"
Once in the second stage, the individual recognizes that denial cannot continue. Because of anger, the person is very difficult to care for due to misplaced feelings of rage and envy.
3. Bargaining — "I'll do anything for a few more years."; "I will give my life savings if..."
The third stage involves the hope that the individual can somehow postpone or delay death. Usually, the negotiation for an extended life is made with a higher power in exchange for a reformed lifestyle. Psychologically, the individual is saying, "I understand I will die, but if I could just do something to buy more time..."
4. Depression — "I'm so sad, why bother with anything?"; "I'm going to die soon so what's the point... What's the point?"; "I miss my loved one, why go on?"
During the fourth stage, the dying person begins to understand the certainty of death. Because of this, the individual may become silent, refuse visitors and spend much of the time crying and grieving. This process allows the dying person to disconnect from things of love and affection. It is not recommended to attempt to cheer up an individual who is in this stage. It is an important time for grieving that must be processed.
5. Acceptance — "It's going to be okay."; "I can't fight it, I may as well prepare for it."
In this last stage, individuals begin to come to terms with their mortality, or that of a loved one, or other tragic event."
I don't know if you'd considered this applicable but I do believe the key term to focus upon is acceptance. You life isn't over, you have your voice, your mind, your knowledge and the ability to communicate and interact with others. While you might not consider yourself "whole." There is apparent steps that you can take to lead a normal life; hormone injections and prosthetics. Don't define yourself upon this one tragedy, your still the person you once were before, you just came up bruised and slightly broken on the other side, but you can always heal. I've come to my own personal understanding that the meaning of life is self-defined and the way to fulfill your own meaning of life is through being that living being of your own self-definition. Also, any woman who cared about you wouldn't even hesitate in regard to your injuries and if she does, she would never be the type of person you were meant to be with.
Anonymous J replied with this 1.3 year ago, 2 hours later, 15 hours after the original post#6,200
@ Anon A,
I think there must be other issues as well that are a factor in your thinking about suicide. Medications is a big factor. Several medications can induce thoughts of suicide. Both my mother and my sister were prescribed anti-depression medication that made them suicidal. If you are taking any anti-depressive medication right now STOP taking it and the thoughts will go away. Then tell your doctor why you stopped taking it. For some people anti-depressives don't work, they make things worse. There might be other drugs they have given you that can cause the same problem. This is why it's important to talk to your doctor about it.
Now about other things that can be a factor in suicidal thoughts and why suicide is not the answer.
War fighters are placed in a terrible situation. They often see horrifying things and even participate them. They get used to it, they sometimes even enjoy seeing and doing those things, especially when they are in a group. After a while it takes it's toll on a person. Regret, shame, and self-loathing can set in and the person starts to believe they are worthless or evil. They often think that God has abandoned them or is punishing them or they are getting what they deserve and think the world would be a better place if they were gone or at least the flashbacks and the nightmares would stop, and the desire to hurt other people would stop. NONE of this kind of thinking is true, but it is not uncommon for a person to think this way. How do I know? I am a pastor. I know a lot about what makes people hurt and what makes them better. You might not think about it this way, but thinking about suicide is a spiritual crisis. Being in a war is a spiritual crisis. Killing the enemy is a spiritual crisis. Feeling guilty and ashamed and hating one's self enough to do harm to one's self is a spiritual crisis.
Even if you don't believe in God or religion, it's is still a spiritual crisis. Because that is how all human beings are wired. We all need something greater than ourselves to believe in to keep going. And when we loose our belief in that something. We need something to replace it. Something that can make us feel good about our selves again. Something that makes a difference in the world that we can focus on and get absorbed in. Something we can feel proud of. I know what is because I have found it. It makes a difference in people's lives. Even people who believe it can't possibly help them, have been helped and been released from the things that torment them and make them miserable. Even people who have been through terrible trauma to their bodies and their minds. These people, people just like you, were saved from death and became happy, even joyful people who now love life. No one is turned away, no one is too far gone, no one is unredeemable. Everyone can have this kind of future, and I can show it to you if you are willing to let me show it to you.
My friend, God led me to you. He heard your cries. He sent me to you to help you see what you have been missing. To help you find the truth about who you were born to be and what fate awaits you after death when you get there, which is hopefully not soon. If you will let me, I will lead to green pastures and springs of clear sweet water. I will show you what I have found and share it with you and we both can make the world a better place. What do you say? Will you stick around and give me a chance to show you a better way? I am praying that you will and I am praying for inner peace for you. You can start over, just like I did. There is a second chance. and a third, and a fourth. As long as your are alive, there is another chance to start over and become a new person with a better life. - Sean
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Anonymous S joined in and replied with this 1.3 year ago, 47 minutes later, 18 hours after the original post#6,205
The only thing you've lost is the ability to be a sperm donor. Women who want to know about you will want to know about your service, and your injury. Get the fake balls if it makes you feel better, or if you want chicks to have something in a sac to play with while they suck you, but damn, don't feel less manly for taking a goddamned IED in the junk. Expose that shit with pride, and assure slutty bar chicks that you can orgasm without blowing a load to mess up their hair or panties.
Anonymous C replied with this 1.3 year ago, 11 minutes later, 18 hours after the original post#6,206
Yeah i agree with everybody else. If you still have a working dick then you havent really lost your manhood. you dont have to worry about wearing condoms. Thats a plus. And if you want to have kids you still can.. they can just use your genetic material to artificially fertilize an egg. Aside from the hormone shots being a pain in the ass you dont have it that bad. You can still lead a completely normal life. Normally i totally wouldnt try to stop those whinny suicidal bitches if they want to off themselves. But you sound like an awesome guy and have more to offer the world than those fags. so its up to you, but i hope you dont.
Anonymous T joined in and replied with this 1.3 year ago, 8 minutes later, 19 hours after the original post#6,207
Most of the people in here are idiots. Here's the deal. Without the testes, you can still function sexually, but you will gradually lose sex drive with a lack of testosterone. Like your doctor said, you can get a prosthesis and monthly testosterone injections. You will still have a perfectly functioning sex life. They might be able to get a decent prosthesis too, I've never looked into how real artificial balls can look. Obviously you'll never have kids, but I wouldn't worry about being embarrassed in front of a woman. You lost your balls to an IED in Iraq. That's about the least embarrassing reason I can think of to have no balls. Any woman who would look down on you for that is a moron. Good on you for serving in the army. So unless your only goal in life was to have kids who can grow up to stomp on your dreams, I'd say keep living. Besides, there's always adoption. :)
> You can live a normal life and have a normal sex life with testosterone injections, you just won't be able to have kids.
dude,..I dont have kids...been married 22 years and I am REAL happy...most people with kids are miserable any ways...
I wish you nothing but the best and hope you never trust your government again.
I was never involved with war-crimes. I only shot at those who shot at me. Most of the insurgency in Iraq is not domestic. They are either 1) paid by insurgents from other countries who don't want to dirty their hands 2) they are actually from other countries (Taliban, Al Qaeda) but sneaked in. You have to remember the nation of Iraq is just an arbitrary creation. Most Iraqis have loyalty to Kuwait or to their brand of Islam. When I was there, I would hand one and five dollar bills to random Iraqis. I gave food to whoever was hungry and I bought trinkets when I didn't need them, just to help the locals. There are these things called Hajji stands where Iraqis sell stuff, like DVDs. I bought the stupidest crap from them just to help them survive (I bought a fucking Dawson's Creek box-set for fuck's sake!). I did get some stuff I wanted, like a bootleg of The Simpsons which had 18 seasons on it.
Anonymous A (OP) double-posted this 1.3 year ago, 8 minutes later, 20 hours after the original post#6,210
Iraq was not all bad. You could buy a stick of hash the size of a ruler for five dollars. There was an interpreter called Matthew who would sell us weed ("Hey man, you smoke this you be like some kind of fucking space cadet or something, you know?"). One time my friend tried to buy some cocaine. He didn't know the word so he just said, "Can you buy us some (makes sniffing sound)?" Matthew nodded and then came back the next day with a cup of gasoline, saying "Here, you huff benzine my friends."
The Iraqis are obsessed with porn. They would come into my hooch (it was like a big shack) and watch DVD after DVD. They are very starved and repressed. I remember I showed them one where a woman was riding a man and they could not believe it. "She is fucking him!" They were so used to missionary sex that it blew their minds.
Not all Muslims are bad. Most are just like us. I remember once I asked one, "You smoke weed, watch porno, and drink. Yet doesn't your Koran say not to do these things?"
He replied, "You do these things to. Doesn't your bible say not to do these things?"
We all have hypocrisy in common. Most of my problems with Muslims came with the Turks when I redeployed to Germany. I went all over, Berlin, Darmstadt, Cologne, Bavaria, Frankfurt, and the Turks always glare at Americans and will try to stab you. Once we weren't allowed off base because some shitty movie starring Billy Zane (guy from Titanic) called something like "Tears of the Wolf" showed all the Americans in Iraq as evil, and the Turks were on the warpath looking to shank us.
Amsterdam was also only a few hours away from our post. We used to take mushrooms when we were on leave, watch Shark Tale, and cry. Good times.
Anonymous R replied with this 1.3 year ago, 2 hours later, 23 hours after the original post#6,211
Oh, I see you were fighting Taliban insurgents and such in Iraq. Where you in one of those Hum-vees when you got injured or were you going on foot? I heard that the Hum-vees didn't have a lot of armor.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 1.3 year ago, 15 minutes later, 23 hours after the original post#6,212
There are up-armored Hummers, and there are "soft" ones. You are technically not allowed to take soft ones on convoys, but I have. I wasn't in one when I was hit. If I had been, I would not be typing these words. The insurgents are pretty smart. The old SOP (standard operating procedure) used to be to form a 360 degree cordon three-hundred meters out when you spotted an IED. The terrorists saw us do this and would intentionally place an obvious IED and then bury the real one 300 meters out. They started using infa-red, heat-activated IEDs, so we placed things called Rhino mounts on the edges of our Hummers. The mounts were just ammo cans crimped to the engine block, so that heat would trap in the box and prematurely set off any infa-red IEDs. My rhino mount was triggered by a roadside bomb which then ripped through my SINGARS (radio) and bits ripped through me. They got most of it out but I could just be sitting there, having a conversation, and a bit of metal could leak out of my hand and fall on the table.
Armor is great, but the heavier forms of protection can work against you. I talked to a guy in Walter Reed who was closing the hatch of his tank when he felt water spill all over him. He looked down and saw it wasn't water, but blood. He had accidentally taken his hand off in the tank hatch. He passed out when he saw it. If you flip an Abrams tank into a culvert or waterway, there is a good chance you will drown (while your radio still is working, so all of your friends back at MNC or operational headquarters get to listen in as you scream while you drown to death or burn). Fun times.
Most heavy guns work on springs and bolts, just like your typical small rifle. The problem is that the bolt on a big gun is as large as a baseball bat and made of steel. If you forget to release the tension on a fifty cal and you begin disassembling it and the spring comes lose, it can go through the front of your vest, into your chest, out your back, through the back of your armor, out the back of an armored vehicle, and still soar two-hundred feet before coming to a stop. There really are too many ways to get yourself dead, and it doesn't matter how many weights you lift or how hard you are. You are basically just a fucking water-balloon surrounded by motherfuckers who want to pop you.
> So what happens when you find a nest of insurgents holed up somewhere? Do you go in or do call in an air strike?
Two up-armored Hummers with crew-serve weapons (m-60, mark 19s, .50s with butterfly triggers) could annihilate a city-full of insurgents if they know what they are doing. The only place I would be afraid to engage in the enemy is in Sadr City, which is controlled by a radical cleric (he is basically thought of by Iraqis as 2pac or Obama are worshiped by black Americans). Take the worst ghetto you've ever seen or imagined, and realize it is nothing compared to Sadr city. It is literally flooded with blood, and they have to push-broom all the human remains into drains and ditches on a daily basis. Sadr is not really a terrorist; he is a guerilla who basically defends his neighborhood and allies against insurgents, gangsters, and Americans.
You have to remember, just because there is a war (or was) going on does not mean that there are not drug dealers and gangsters. If these guys think Al-Qaeda is fucking up their hash or heroin trade in a city or village, they will work with Americans, on a case by case basis.
There are these surveillance blimps all over Iraq. If they see some guys in the middle of the street at night, taking an pickax to the ground and planting something (sometimes they even plant it in a dead animal carcass) they will light them up immediately. If mortars land in the base, a good artillery unit can calculate exactly where the mortars came from based on the angle of entry and respond in kind. If you are part of a mixed unit, like I did with the ICDC (Iraqi Civil Defense Force) you are much more likely to engage and not give a damn about the consequences or legality. You have to remember, many of the insurgents torture, threaten, rob the cattle, jewelry, and women of the local Iraqis. Once the Iraqis catch them, they do not fuck around and they make Abu Ghuraib look like a picnic.
The ICDC is incredibly under-equipped. Their idea of an armored vehicle is a Datsun pickup truck with a lawn chair in the bed and an M-60 mounted on a shaky stand. I have seen them just take insurgents out to a soccer field and beat them to death with AKs. I used to have to fill out incident reports through translators where farmers complained insurgents were raping their daughters, shooting their animals for fun, etc. There are American soldiers who act like assholes, but their behavior is isolated and usually swiftly punished.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 1.3 year ago, 1 hour later, 1 day after the original post#6,216
The Army issues sidearms to various officers (sometimes Captain and above) as well as warrant officers (these are people between the enlisted grunts and the higher ups who sit behind desks, basically helicopter pilots, etc.) Not everybody in the Army gets a handgun or even gets the chance to qualify at the range with one. If you are lucky enough to get one, you are given a 9mm; this is not a very good gun, preferred only by people who have seen too many movies or listened to too much rap music. Everyone in the Army prefers the old standard, the .45.
The Walther PP is a personal sidearm I own. It is basically the James Bond gun. It has a quality safety mechanism, is light, and is easy to disassemble and clean. It is the best gun for people who know either nothing or a good amount about guns. If you are a gear-head (the kind of guy who likes to go on for six hours about how much ram your computer has or how awesome the Hemy engine in your car is, you might want something more intricate than a Walther PPK or PPH; but it will get the job done.
Accidental discharges are a huge problem in Iraq. You don't hear about it because nobody wants to think about how stupid it is when the people assigned to protect you accidentally shoot themselves. There are clearing barrels all over Iraq (you have to check your chamber here), especially in front of DEFACS (dining facilities) and before you enter and exit a base. Still it happens, and I've personally seen a SFC (sergeant first class, fairly high in the enlisted ranks) accidentally shoot a private first class in the leg. It ruined his fucking career.
> Walther is german isn't it? Did you pick it up while you were in germany?
Many things you think are German are manufactured elsewhere. They still make a small number of VWs in Germany, but most are made in Mexico. A real VW, in fact, will cost you more in Germany than a BMW or a Benz. I bought my weapon through legal (but complicated)channels with an American seller, while in Germany. Germans can own guns, but they have to belong to hunting clubs or something to that effect. The exchange rate and low-level black market in Germany are really weird. Because of duty taxes, I have literally bought cars from Germans with large amounts of Marlboro cigarettes and big bags of Reese's cups from the American Post-Exchange and Commissary.
We were on the firing range once in Weisbaden and I was firing my SAW (Squad Automatic 249) and someone accidentally hit a deer. We had to pay the Bundeswehr (German Army) 50,000 Euro (like 70,000 dollars) at the time, because it was some kind of rare faun. German Beer is the shit. One of their beers is three of ours. My barracks had a Heineken machine in it, I shit you not. There are vending machines all over Germany that spit out Jack & Coke, premixed, in cans.
I don't know if you like to watch rock shows or boxing matches. One night I saw a Klitschko title fight at Color Line arena in Hamburg. The next night I saw Rammstein.
Anonymous W joined in and replied with this 1.3 year ago, 2 hours later, 1 day after the original post#6,221
Kill yourself. You wasted most of your life fighting a fake war. Might as well end it so you don't have to waste the rest. Besides the fact that you are useless.
> Kill yourself. You wasted most of your life fighting a fake war. Might as well end it so you don't have to waste the rest. Besides the fact that you are useless.
Well the war was real, insomuch as it happened. I never thought I'd find myself saying this to anyone ever again, but I actually feel sorry for you.
Anonymous Z-1 joined in and replied with this 1.3 year ago, 23 minutes later, 1 day after the original post#6,223
The war was all about making kikes rich and powerful. Thousands of Americans and hundreds of thousands of Iraqis died. To say nothing of the hundreds of thousands that were injured, mutilated, psychologically scarred for life. All so some fat, ugly, repulsive jews can get rich. Anyone who willingly supported the invasion of Iraq should just fucking pwn themselves, because they are worse than niggers.
> The war was all about making kikes rich and powerful. Thousands of Americans and hundreds of thousands of Iraqis died. To say nothing of the hundreds of thousands that were injured, mutilated, psychologically scarred for life. All so some fat, ugly, repulsive jews can get rich. Anyone who willingly supported the invasion of Iraq should just fucking pwn themselves, because they are worse than niggers.
Yeah, I didn't support an invasion. I was just a part of a standing army that went to war. Ex-CIA intel analyst Michael Scheuer talks a lot about the Israeli lobby and its influence, but he says that the Saudi lobby is even more powerful. People don't seem to talk about that as much. I think you're right, though. I should 'pwn' myself, as you put it. I'm going to set up my webcam that I've been saving, and I'm going to put a .380 round through my head. Tell me a little /b/ type of message to write, and I'll leave a little request with a battle buddy to upload it to 4chan. He is sick enough and loyal enough to honor my request.
As Oscar Wilde once said, “Either that wallpaper goes, or I do."
> How did you end up back in germany, did they give you a desk job after you got injured?
My unit deployed for roughly a year from Darmstadt, Germany (about thirty minutes south of Frankfurt). We were to redeploy twelve months later. I was MEDEVAC'ED from BIAP (Baghdad International Airport)and from there to the Green Zone (where an insurgent escaped from the hospital bed he was handcuffed to while I was there). From there I went to Landstuhl Germany, and from there to the hospital in Heidelberg, Germany. And then back to Landstuhl.
I'm not bitching. I am 100% service-connected disabled, with free medical care. I also receive 100% social security disability. All of my school is paid for and I receive another $1200 per month BAH (Basic Allowance for Housing), all of it tax-free. True I have no balls. Could be worse. Not really but fuck it.
Anonymous Z-2 joined in and replied with this 1.3 year ago, 38 minutes later, 1 day after the original post#6,227
Well we can't really choose your life/death destiny since your life is yours only and as an individual you can do what you want with it. I just want to say that your war stories were very informative/interesting. I learned more in your few posts then whatever the news spewed out in the 9some years this has been going on. Don't look at your life as useless, your experiences can serve as advice to others on a non white-washed image of war. I'd say write a book or journal or something. Also we aren't low minded animals, life isn't just about having sex. If it was we'd still be living in caves, hunting, and fucking with no reason to trouble ourselves with innovation. And with the high number of females in the world along with the different combinations of personality/tastes, statistically there will be women who won't shy away from you just because of your injury. If girls just cared about penis/sex then guys wouldn't have to go on dates with them, let them get to know you, etc. Guys could just flash a penis to any girl and get to the fun part. There is some good advice in the previous replies (see how other guys are coping with this injury since you said its common, etc). But as I said before its your choice just think long and hard about it before you do and see if there is something in life you still wanted to do or compare your life with the people you saw while in Iraq and see if yours really is sucky compared to theirs. We can't judge that killing yourself is bad because we don't know what happens after death. But what we do know is that we each have life and we should stay in this familiar phase as long as we can and go when our body system's give us no choice.
> You sound like a pretty smart guy. What made you decide to join the Army? Was it because of 9/11?
No, my father got a deferment in the Vietnam War and he said it haunted him for the rest of his life. I would have rather died in the war than thought that someone was going in my stead. "Youth is foolish, and old is the fool."
> So when you go to war and get 100% disabled, don't they give you anything to do? Seems like a waste of good personnel. What do you do all day?
I am not in the military anymore. I was honorably discharged. But when you reach a certain level of disability, you receive Tricare and all of your medical care is covered, excepting dental work. If you ever go onto a long-term psych ward you will see guys who are so fucked up they cannot speak, shower, or recognize themselves or family members. I saw this one MP who was working in a detention facility where the jail-cells worked on a central lock mechanism. He got his head caught in the door. He makes Sloth from the Goonies look like Justin Bieber.
Iraq is good for some things. If you're trying to lose weight, you can drop 160 lbs. in 8 tenths of a second. I saw someone get hit with an RPG but it didn't even hurt him. People don't know this, but the round has to gather distance before it achieves brissance, like a football spiraling. He was hit so close that it just bounced off of him and left an ugly bruise.
> How long has it been since you got injured? Did you want to go back and go after the guys that did this?
The injury happened well over a year ago. I was still in-patient for psychological evaluation, arthroscope, and rehabilitation. No, I don't want revenge on anyone.
> Didn't the heat get to you wearing all that armor, couped up in those Hum-vees? I would think a lot of people would just pass out.
You can get third degree burns from touching the hood of your Humvee without a glove. You have something called a "Camel-Back" and you usually run through a 2 gallon jug of water per day. If you go into a gym or DEFAC there are bottles of water everywhere. Soldiers who stay on the FOB (Forward Operating Base) are called "Fobbits." These are the guys who basically live in air-conditioning, playing X-Box all day, or swimming. They spend their days impregnating female soldiers, who then have to be redeployed home early. Not a bad life really.
Iraq got so hot that when I came home and it was seventy degrees, I was shivering and wearing a hooded sweatshirt and people were looking at me like I was crazy.
> You must have lost some friends over there what with all the IED's going off. I imagine there were snipers too.
Yeah, but the most fucked up thing that happened was I had a friend who had already been to Iraq once and he'd had a son born, so naturally he did not want to go back again. So what he did is he showed up on garrison duty in Germany drunk as shit and got "an other than honorable" as the character of his discharge. He gets out of the Army and we deploy to Iraq. Two months later he dies in a car wreck. Fucked up, huh?
We had a few AWOLS while I was over there. Every one of them got caught except for Sergeant Begay, a native American who disappeared onto his reservation where the federales could not catch him. We had one soldier, a Mexican guy, who fled the base in Rustamiyah and began walking around the Iraqi cities. He was in civilian clothes and he kept his mouth shut, so the Iraqis just assumed he was a mute Muslim.
Anonymous Z-3 joined in and replied with this 1.3 year ago, 40 minutes later, 1 day after the original post#6,242
I've read everything on this post 2-3 times (skimmed over the low-quality comments), and came to the conclusion that I really, really, REALLY like you. I've spent more time reading your comments, OP, than anyone else's. I don't care if you're some random on the internet, I really fucking like you. @6,210 really choked me up.
I love reading everything you write.
I, personally, would never be disgusted or turn-off of someone because they lost their testicles in an accident. I would be interested in what happened, ask a lot of questions, and would want to touch the area just because.
(yes, I am a woman)
Only going by your posts here, you sound like an amazing person. Someone I would want to know. Someone I would look up to.
Don't kill yourself.
I like you.
Laugh at me if I sound crazy, weird, or stupid; it's just how I feel.
> I've read everything on this post 2-3 times (skimmed over the low-quality comments), and came to the conclusion that I really, really, REALLY like you. I've spent more time reading your comments, OP, than anyone else's. I don't care if you're some random on the internet, I really fucking like you. > really choked me up. > I love reading everything you write. > > I, personally, would never be disgusted or turn-off of someone because they lost their testicles in an accident. I would be interested in what happened, ask a lot of questions, and would want to touch the area just because. > (yes, I am a woman) > > Only going by your posts here, you sound like an amazing person. Someone I would want to know. Someone I would look up to. > Don't kill yourself. > I like you. > > Laugh at me if I sound crazy, weird, or stupid; it's just how I feel.
I appreciate it but you're breaking /b/ etiquette by showing so much humanity. I've bloated up due to low testosterone. It is likely that if you saw me you would say "Who is that bloated porpoise of a man."
I think it was DH Lawrence who said "A wild animal is incapable of self-pity." That is me. We all die. No one escapes. My condition is fair because I knew the risk beforehand. War is a solid education, but the tuition fees are high.
> So when you were in Iraq, were you invovled in any major battles, or did you mainly do the insurgent suppression thing?
Nothing like Fallujah or Haditha. The thing was I had bad luck. I was down south in Basra when some English soldiers decided to beat the shit out of some detainees and then released the video. So it was kind of like being in LA right around the time of the Rodney King verdict. I had my major conflicts around Nasiriyah, which the Americans call Talil Air base. I saw an American arguing with an Iraqi who he thought had stolen his flash drive. After arguing a few minutes, the American lost his cool and said, "Fuck your God. And fuck the prophet Mohammed." The Iraqi stopped arguing, calmly nodded, and left. About two hours later mortars began walking up and down all over our AO and we had to hide under the T-barriers.
Most engagements were minor skirmishes. Very few insurgents are stupid enough to try to fight you head-on, though this happens when a whole city is sympathetic to them and will shield them from American reprisal. I once asked an interpreter, honestly whether he thought it was better with us there, or when Saddam was in charge. He thought about it and said, "With Saddam, I go where I want when I want, and everything is okay as long as I say nothing bad about Saddam. Now, Americans touch me every twenty minutes." I asked the same guy if people talked shit about Saddam when they were home alone and felt safe. He shook his head and said "No, because one time there is parade, and a little boy on his father's shoulders stops Saddam and says, 'When my dad sees you on TV, he spit, spit, spit.'" So Saddam immediately picked the man out of the crowd and sent him to the torture chamber.
They are obsessed with stupid American action movies over there, and anything violent. They love Braveheart. It has been playing in an Iraqi theater there for ten years straight, I was told.
> They are obsessed with stupid American action movies over there, and anything violent. They love Braveheart. It has been playing in an Iraqi theater there for ten years straight, I was told.
Anonymous Z-5 joined in and replied with this 1.3 year ago, 1 hour later, 2 days after the original post#6,249
If you've got the penis, you are good to go. Wouldn't trip. The physical is over-rated. I have high-blood pressure which gives me ED. My fiance doesn't trip, we just try different stuff and have a great time. You just focus on finding or keeping a good partner. You are a stud-meister for going and fighting, anyway. Far as I am concerned, you have the biggest set of nuts a guy could have. God bless you.
Anonymous Z-6 joined in and replied with this 1.3 year ago, 2 hours later, 2 days after the original post#6,250
I just remembered something from my time in Talil (Nasiriyah). I was on guard duty, letting Iraqis into and out of the base. I was dying in the heat with no one to relieve me, and I had no access to water, except for a big cooler filled with water that someone had left by the gate. Most of it had melted and it looked shady, but I was so thirsty that by the end of my shift I had drunk several handfuls. I was reaching inside for more water when someone shouted, "Don't drink that!"
I asked why and he told me "The Iraqis wash their hair in there in the morning."
Anonymous Z-7 joined in and replied with this 1.3 year ago, 2 minutes later, 2 days after the original post#6,254
'THE EASY WAY OUT' !
As a citizen opposed to your experience as a soldier, what are your thoughts on American Foreign Policy ?
And do you think any different about your country and/or leaders having experienced being part of what the administration believed/believes is a 'justified' war in relation to terrorism ?
Additionally, having military experience, what are your thoughts on 9/11 regarding so called conspiracy theories and the facts given to the public regarding a plane into the Pentagon, Building 7, Twin Towers and the many other what seem like to some - anomalies on that day in retrospect ?
Conclusively, think as like numerous comments above...interesting reading and if you were to put your experiences to print, maybe even in conjunction with other soldiers accounts in your same predicament et al...would make for an informative and interesting read no doubt...the truth of it all would be the controversy one could only surmise.
PS : 'Your very post is still serving life and may very well save life' !
Yes, but I have to extract them from a crap digital camera that is buried in with my household goods. Every time you move duty stations everything is shipped and you always lose something. I will figure it out, though. I was awful with pictures, for the most part. When I was stationed in Germany I had an ICE pass (inter-continental Euro-rail pass). The train goes half as fast as an airplane. I went to France, Czech Republic (mashed on absinthe) and I flew to Ireland for like sixty bucks; go to ryanair.com and look at how cheap some of the fares are. Getting to Europe is expensive, but once you are there, it is easy. I took very few pictures. It never occured to me that I would want to relive those memories.
> 'THE EASY WAY OUT' ! > > As a citizen opposed to your experience as a soldier, what are your thoughts on American Foreign Policy ? > > And do you think any different about your country and/or leaders having experienced being part of what the administration believed/believes is a 'justified' war in relation to terrorism ? > > Additionally, having military experience, what are your thoughts on 9/11 regarding so called conspiracy theories and the facts given to the public regarding a plane into the Pentagon, Building 7, Twin Towers and the many other what seem like to some - anomalies on that day in retrospect ? > > Conclusively, think as like numerous comments above...interesting reading and if you were to put your experiences to print, maybe even in conjunction with other soldiers accounts in your same predicament et al...would make for an informative and interesting read and no doubt...the truth of it all could be the controversy one could only surmise. > > PS : 'Your very post is still serving life and may very well save life' !
The Army has tough jock types, but there are also some incredibly strange people, as well. You have to remember the "tooth to tail" ratio. For every rifleman there is a cook, a communications, specialist, and roughly thirteen to fifteen people (quartermaster, admin) whose job is not really to kill. You meet Wiccans, Satanists, black Gang-bangers, white supremacists, Army brats who've never known life outside of a base, and people who are rich but patriotic or eccentric enough to throw in with the enlisted ranks. There are a lot of Ron Paul supporters, some Alex Jones conspiracy buffs, and I even had a friend who taught me about David Icke (he believes we are all controlled by a lizard race called the Annunaki). I had a sergeant keep me at the motor pool who told me that a) the white man created AIDS b) the pentagon was hit with a missile c) 8 Jews ran the world via the Bilderberg Group and the Trilateral commission.
Anything is possible, I suppose. The Army (enlisted and commissioned) are overwhelmingly tired of the war in Afghanistan. They think it is a waste and horseshit. The Marshall Center, which is a defense think tank I have been to in Germany said that due to our involvement in Iraq and Afghanistan there are now 8 times as many terrorists as on 9-11. These guys are like the war college generals at Fort Benning. They are not liberal or anti-war. They are just being honest.
Anonymous R replied with this 1.3 year ago, 59 minutes later, 2 days after the original post#6,259
I spent some time in Britain. I've riden the intercity bullet trains there. I never made it to the continent though. How did you like living in europe vs the US. Better, worse?
Anonymous Z-8 joined in and replied with this 1.3 year ago, 2 hours later, 2 days after the original post#6,266
I just came to this thread and read all the way through it. As others have pointed out, you have a hell of a lot to say about the reality of how things were over there. It would do the world good to hear it, so let me second it: write a book.
And if when you hear that, you think, "Shit, I don't know how to write a book. Fuck it." Find a ghostwriter, find an agent. Hell, I write. I could help you out there.
Leaving that aside, there are sensible reasons for one to off himself. Loosing your balls in a war isn't among them. My great uncle served in WWII and lost part of his dick to shrapnel. He also received the bronze star with oak leaf clusters. I'm not sure if the action for which he received that was the same where he lost his junk, but the point is he certainly endured his share of combat. When he got home, he didn't let his inability to have children prevent him from marrying, and he and his wife lived to his mid 70's. They were my closest relative, emotionally speaking, aside from my parents.
Another example proving that it's not hopeless - one of my close friends was 25 when diagnosed with a brain tumor at 25. He's undergone lots of chemo and radiation therapy and has occasional seizures. A woman he met after all this began married him. She's pretty and delightful.
Whatever you choose to do, what happened to you sucks. While I don't believe our government should have sent you there in the first place, I respect your professionalism, courage, and sacrifice. A lot of chicks will too.
> Leaving that aside, there are sensible reasons for one to off himself. Loosing your balls in a war isn't among them. My great uncle served in WWII and lost part of his dick to shrapnel. He also received the bronze star with oak leaf clusters. I'm not sure if the action for which he received that was the same where he lost his junk, but the point is he certainly endured his share of combat. When he got home, he didn't let his inability to have children prevent him from marrying, and he and his wife lived to his mid 70's. They were my closest relative, emotionally speaking, aside from my parents. >
For political horseshit reasons the highest citation I ever received was an ARCOM (Army Commendation Medal). The Staff Sergeants in our company all receieved Bronze Stars and above for basically filling out incident reports and evaluation reports. They made sure their friends got combat action badges for hearing the sound of a controlled detonation, as if they were actually in a battle. Thus the awards meant very little to me. When we saw somebody with a ton of ribbons on their Class As we called it fruit salad.
> I spent some time in Britain. I've riden the intercity bullet trains there. I never made it to the continent though. How did you like living in europe vs the US. Better, worse?
Western Europe seemed sadly deteriorated at times. I loved Germany and the ancient architecture; an old American cemetery is from the 1800s. You can find German ones from the 14th century. But they seem to kind of be infected by American pop culture, in the cities. I didn't travel to Berlin to watch kids rapping 50 Cent lyrics and eating Big Macs. Also, when you're in the military, unless you have a huge block of leave, people will be able to look at your high and tight haircut and tell that you are in the Army. The Turks will glare at you and spit in your food, because after all every American soldier in their eyes is a raper of Muslim babies who shoots women and children for fun. I was in Europe in the mid to late 2000s and it was chic to hate George Bush and the US, so I was generally regarded with hostility by the Germans. But some people were nice.
If I could live anywhere it would have been in the Czech Republic. Prague is small and beautiful. You don't need a cab to get anywhere, and they're still on the Krone and the conversion rate is like 23:1. I wanted to go to Transylvania, but it was hard to remote Romania. You had to fly and then take a train from Sibiu. I never got to Dracula's home, and I never got the chance to properly explore Scandinavia. But I am grateful for what I saw.
Anonymous Z-9 joined in and replied with this 1.2 year ago, 12 minutes later, 2 days after the original post#6,270
Sorry for being a bit offtopic...
Do you think it's possible for you to write these things down somewhere where it really counts, like your own website?
I'd love to hook you up with a site, a domain, visitors, etc. It might look like a stupid idea now because I imagine you came here for a casual chat, but the idea would be the same. You'd get to tell some stories, get some closure, see people's questions, make connections, etc.
It's a way to spend time and based on what you told so far and how you told it, down the road it could be a career or at least something you like to do in your free time when you don't feel like doing anything else.
I really don't want to push you because I'm afraid all of these questions are already too much and maybe you never even wanted to speak about some memories. But you did anyway, and I'm glad you did along with all the other fuckers in this thread I'm sure.
Anonymous Z-10 joined in and replied with this 1.2 year ago, 12 minutes later, 2 days after the original post#6,271
I'm a 68x. You need to go to Behavioral Health. I didn't read to find out where you are, or what unit or anything. But you need to go behavioral health. Actually, as an injured soldier, you're probably in a WTU unit, in which case, you have a nurse case manager and social worker. You need to talk to them. Not having balls isn't too big of a deal; You can still fuck bitches, and civilians fucking love wounded soldiers -- especially in conservative, typically southern, areas. Or do porn.
> Sorry for being a bit offtopic... > > Do you think it's possible for you to write these things down somewhere where it really counts, like your own website? > > I'd love to hook you up with a site, a domain, visitors, etc. It might look like a stupid idea now because I imagine you came here for a casual chat, but the idea would be the same. You'd get to tell some stories, get some closure, see people's questions, make connections, etc. > > It's a way to spend time and based on what you told so far and how you told it, down the road it could be a career or at least something you like to do in your free time when you don't feel like doing anything else. > > I really don't want to push you because I'm afraid all of these questions are already too much and maybe you never even wanted to speak about some memories. But you did anyway, and I'm glad you did along with all the other fuckers in this thread I'm sure.
I'll think about it, but I'm honestly embarrassed. I only came to f4chan because it is usually brutal and I was in a self-hating mood. I have reservations about saying "Hello world, I'm that guy who lost his balls." I'm going to go to school on the GI bill and what if word somehow got around? Every time somebody looked at me, they would know. I appreciate the offer, though. Thank you.
Anonymous Z-11 joined in and replied with this 1.2 year ago, 3 minutes later, 2 days after the original post#6,273
Well, to be honest this is chan4chan not 4chan. And typically you see a lot of the shit you're referring to but this thread has been a breath of fresh air compared to the other ones. I'm still glad you came here. Your thread would have been auto-deleted by now on 4chan.org anyway.
Regarding the website: noone said it had to have your name or photo on it. If you change your mind, just write to info@chan4chan.com
> Did you decide what you want to study on the GI Bill and where you want to attend?
I have everything picked out, and intend to study some abroad, and major in German/Deutsch. I already speak German but I won't be telling my professors that.
Anonymous Z-12 joined in and replied with this 1.2 year ago, 30 minutes later, 2 days after the original post#6,277
Wow, what a read, I agree with making a book/website,
you wouldn't even have to put your name in the book/on the site,
and you could even have an author/web publisher write it up for you and post it!
and I hate to sound like I am repeating what others have said...
but many of them are right, get the prosthetics, get the hormone injections,
and live your life to the fullest!
Sure you've been through a lot of shit, but that only makes you a better person!
You seem like a pretty down to earth guy, and I believe the world is a better place with you here!
I could have a degree in underwater basket-weaving and it wouldn't matter at this point. The VA system works on a system of points. If you're disabled, you get a certain number. You got a number based on just having been a veteran. I am maxed out on points. Also, I receive enough SSI and disability to not need employment. I just wanted to learn the language for my own amusement, and I enjoy studying it. You should read some of Grimm's fairy-tales before they were sanitized for child audiences. Snow White is filled with rape, murder, and cannibalism. Life was very hard and superstitious in Europe before Ottoman unification. I remember a girl in Germany telling me a story about a forest where the myth said if a woman carried her baby through the trees on a pack on her back, by the time she emerged from the woods the baby would have become a goblin. They call them Kobolds.Their folklore is interesting. If you've never had a Doner, the Turkish sandwich, it is damn good. And they sell them all over Germany. Yes, the proceeds probably go to the Taliban, but the sandwich is damn good!
> So when you got your discharge did you stay in Germany or come home?
I am an American citizen still, but I have bounced around, even before getting out of the Army. I am thinking of living in one of the expat communities in Germany. If you work for DOD overseas, they give you a COLA (cost of living allowance) which basically takes into account that you are getting pounded by being paid in dollars and having to live on the Euro. I went to Qatar once (tiny Arab nation) and took Dinar from the ATM thinking we had even conversion rate. I spent far more than I thought I would.
Anonymous Z-13 joined in and replied with this 1.2 year ago, 29 minutes later, 2 days after the original post#6,282
Ill keep it quick but My mother just got back from Afghanistan so it hits close to home, she is in her 40's and got injured ( not to badly)
reading this here makes me just want to say Keep your head up man i know shit might suck but you have inspired allot of people here my self included plz keep it up..
ill stick with this thread for a bit to see how it goes..
and to all other posters i just want to say hats off to you this site is filled with morons and all of you (except for a few dicks) have been outstanding
i like the maturity of the posts..
Again man keep ur head up...
By the way how are you doing? you seem to be getting along a little better by your posts....
> Ill keep it quick but My mother just got back from Afghanistan so it hits close to home, she is in her 40's and got injured ( not to badly) > reading this here makes me just want to say Keep your head up man i know shit might suck but you have inspired allot of people here my self included plz keep it up.. > ill stick with this thread for a bit to see how it goes.. > > and to all other posters i just want to say hats off to you this site is filled with morons and all of you (except for a few dicks) have been outstanding > i like the maturity of the posts.. > > Again man keep ur head up... > > By the way how are you doing? you seem to be getting along a little better by your posts....
A lot of my mood is determined by which drug is kicking in whenever i hop back on the computer, to be honest. Lithium does one thing, Fluoxetine does another. It's a roller-coaster, but I am not yet cold in the ground. At least I don't have to deal with skin grafts, which I heard were incredibly painful.
> Well, if you made a permanant home in Germany, wouldn't you miss seeing your folks and family? My family all live nearby.
My brother hates me. He is one of those occupy wall-street kids. He broke my computer when I was home on leave and wrote on a wall that I was a murderer and rapist because I had helped the war-machine and the greedy war profiteers. I fly my mother to see me occasionally.
Anonymous R replied with this 1.2 year ago, 1 hour later, 3 days after the original post#6,287
That really sucks about your brother's attitude. That's not the right way to oppose the war, people shouldn't blame the soldier. A soldier is just doing his job, and it's a nessesary and honorable job. Never mind. You're not crazy my friend, the world has gone mad and the sane have become a persecuted monority. It's a rough time in our history. From what I can tell, there's nothing wrong with you that a little time and a decent weekly bbq with some friends wouldn't cure. It sounds like you're set up pretty good financially and you are gonna have more freedom than you know what to do with. The loss of your testosterone is just a little early, eventually as we get older it drops anyway. Hell, you can have a bbq at my place if you want to. Just bring the beer.
> Did you join up after high school, or did you do something else before you joined?
I was actually a pizza man. My car used to get pelted with rocks in the ghetto and I even got robbed once. I figured that if I was going to get guns held to my head I might as well do it for something more worthwhile than peperoni.
> What does the physical therapy help you with? Did you have secondary injuries?
I have a reverse bankart lesion, which has required multiple arthroscopy, as well as a winged scapula on the other arm, and a cracked femoral neck on my right hip. Carrying 100 lbs. of armor takes its toll. I remember a tanker who told me he lost three inches off his height after a year in Iraq. Think about my load like this. I had a squad automatic 249 (15-20lbs.) a spare barrel (5 lbs) because if you fire too many shots the barrel will go white-hot and literally melt like cheese, my NVGS (night vision goggles) COMSEC equipment (communication security stuff for masking channel on your SINGARS RADIO, in addition to a 200 rd. drum of 5.56 mm ammo, with a nut sack attachment (extra 100 rounds), and an M4 with collapsible stock and seven magazines. Now bear in mind that in addition to that you have shoulder DAPS, which are basically like winged protectors, kevlar ballistic helmet, sappy protector plate body armor, knee-pads, camel back water supply, and anything anyone in your team with more rank than you decides they don't want to carry. Even with all that, the physical ratings of my job were considered "Medium." I got off easy compared to many other guys.
Anonymous Z-17 joined in and replied with this 1.2 year ago, 55 minutes later, 4 days after the original post#6,322
You are a brave soldier. My testicles no longer produce because chemotherapy has shut them down. I take injections of testosterone enanthate (200mg injection every two weeks or 100mg weekly as prescribed by my urologist). Therefore I can do everything with my penis that a normal man can. If I want to have children, I would also get another medication, but that is not practical now because of my health. My testicles have also atrophied. My last two girlfriends said they noticed it (only after I brought it up). Judging by how often they initiated sex however, I don't think they minded. You can get cosmetic testicle implants. They are used for everything from boys born eunichs, men who lose their testicles later in life, even for women who have sex change surgery. They are relatively new, so do your research into the procedure. However, as long as you are seeing a urologist or endocrinologist for hormone replacement (testosterone), these would be simply cosmetic; you don't need them physiologically. A woman should not mind. If she asks, simply tell her you were wounded in combat serving your country. She should be proud to be with such a man. If she freaks out, she's the same kind of woman that only dates guys with 12 inch cocks, big bank accounts, height, or other superficial nonsense, or like men who only date anorexic women with huge breasts. You can use it as a screening tool. If your loss bothers you, however, that is a different story. You can get the testicle implants. I haven't looked into them myself (mine are the size of marbles, but I see no need to other than they are a reminder of the pain I've gone through from my disease).
You can contact me: [redacted]@aol.com if you need to talk. Or talk to other veterans with the same injury. Don't despair. I asked one of my ex's, and she said the only time she ever thought about testicles was when considering childbearing. My girlfriend said she preferred men with large testicles, but she's so into me now she drives 6 hours to see me. I prefer women with more sensitivity, so I guess neither one of us is the other's ideal person. Anyway, you can avoid worrying about this altogether with implants, or you can wear your wound as a badge of honor and courage as a wounded warrior.
Anonymous Z-17 double-posted this 1.2 year ago, 32 minutes later, 4 days after the original post#6,324
To add to my previous post: The testosterone enanthate will also restore your energy, muscle mass, mental clarity & concentration. What hormones are you receiving? I'm sure you are receiving some sort of testosterone. I've tried the patches, but the injections work the best, especially because I'm hairy, and I would perspire because my job as a physical therapist assistant was very active. I've studied pharmacology, and am interested in your replacement therapy. The testosterone enanthate is required every 2 weeks via deep IM injection; it works better for some every week(but at half the dose). Please do email me; I didn't leave that just to be polite. My testicles were injured from the chemotherapy in my twenties; I'm 39 now. I've gone through the pain and agonizing over how women would react, and have gotten through it. When I feel mine, I think of all the hospitalizations, surgeries, illness, and the toll it had on my education, career, relationships, and the reminders are painful. I'm sure talking would be therapeutic to both of us, rather than to a psychiatrist that hasn't had the same experience. I can't pretend to understand with any combat related problems, but just this one specific problem.
When you look in the mirror, instead of giving in to the negative thoughts, try to think, " I am a brave soldier who was wounded because I am a patriot who served my country."
Also remember that as long as you get the proper hormone replacements at the proper doses and intervals (mine is testosterone enanthate 200 mg every 2 weeks; there is another I could take if I wanted to have kids), there is no functional difference between you and someone with testicles the size of tennis balls. From going online, I've noticed that most(not all) women don't give testicles a second thought, other than the ones that have whored around and have a thousand kinks, which I wouldn't recommend dating no matter what size your balls are. Again,though, implants seem a safe and simple, though relatively new, procedure.
Any body image change can lead to depression and anxiety, especially if it is sudden. In addition to my testicles, the chemotherapy shut down my thyroid, which shrunk my "adam's apple" in my throat, another symbol of masculinity. Because both hormones shut down, I lost muscle mass, gained fat, and went from 185 lbs to 315lbs in less than a year. I take thyroid replacement as well (I got down to 220lbs at 6'0). I was always viewed as masculine, having played high school football, intracollegiate boxing, and have strength trained with weights since I was in high school. I learned that the loss of my testes or adam's apples (thyroid) doesn't make me less of a man. What you are feeling doesn't make you abnormal or weak. Though it is normal, it is still important to seek a support group, especially if you have any serious thoughts about suicide, even fleeting ones. Support can be in many forms, such as vets with similar injuries, to a priest/pastor/ rabbi, to family, to anyone with body changes. That's why I included my email.
Please let me know how you are doing. May God bless you and keep you. Sincerely, Paymon
Anonymous R replied with this 1.2 year ago, 2 minutes later, 4 days after the original post#6,325
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> There ain't nothing brave about killing unarmed women and kids. You get given state-of-the-art weapons and get sent into someone else's country to slaughter them, just so your politicians and businessmen can get even richer. Fuck you and everything you stand for.
Now here is good example of irrational thinking. Being a soldier isn't a political statement, it's a job just like being a cop or a dog catcher. Once your are in, you can't get out until you are discharged. If you have problem with the orders or the mission the soldiers are given, take it to Obama. He's the guy in charge.
Anonymous Z-19 joined in and replied with this 1.2 year ago, 5 minutes later, 4 days after the original post#6,326
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> There ain't nothing brave about killing unarmed women and kids. You get given state-of-the-art weapons and get sent into someone else's country to slaughter them, just so your politicians and businessmen can get even richer. Fuck you and everything you stand for.
Never killed women and children. Only killed people who killed more than their fair share of both, however, and innocent men. I am not especially religious and have no desire to judge you, but it will be curious to see where both of us stand if and when there is some final reckoning in eternity. Have a good one.
> > There ain't nothing brave about killing unarmed women and kids. You get given state-of-the-art weapons and get sent into someone else's country to slaughter them, just so your politicians and businessmen can get even richer. Fuck you and everything you stand for. > > Never killed women and children. Only killed people who killed more than their fair share of both, however, and innocent men. I am not especially religious and have no desire to judge you, but it will be curious to see where both of us stand if and when there is some final reckoning in eternity. Have a good one.
Can you tell me more about your experience as a ghetto pizza-guy?
I actually find your treatment there more shocking, people in other countries rarely hear about that shit happening in the USA.
Anonymous Z-17 replied with this 1.2 year ago, 10 minutes later, 4 days after the original post#6,330
As to the poster that somehow deluded himself into thinking you were the soldier in Kandahar that killed 16 plus civilians, including women and at least one child, I will remind him that not all Vietnamese soldiers were in My Lai, not all Middle Easterners are terrorists ( I am Iranian American myself, and I assure you neither I nor any of my family are terrorists or can even assemble an IUD), not all Catholics molest children, not all white southerners are racist, and not all Irish are alcoholics, and not all posters on this site are ignorant. The action of a member of a group doesn't indite the entire group. Saddam Hussein invaded my beautiful Iran (which I would be right now if he had not. In lieu of that, I strive to be a good American), and destroyed the lives of my family and myself; we still haven't recovered, and many of us never will. Yet I don't hate all Iraqi soldiers, let alone all Iraqis. That is something I had to change and overcome. Wisdom and time tempered me. I hope that despite your losses, she will do the same to you (the poster that accused you of killing women and children).
As to the soldiers, this is another example of the ignorance you have to overcome, testes or not, when you get back stateside. Some are oblivious to the war, some are against it (yet support the soldiers), and some are like the posters and would perhaps even support the Taliban in their harboring of Al Queda.
Anonymous R replied with this 1.2 year ago, 9 minutes later, 4 days after the original post#6,331
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> > > There ain't nothing brave about killing unarmed women and kids. You get given state-of-the-art weapons and get sent into someone else's country to slaughter them, just so your politicians and businessmen can get even richer. Fuck you and everything you stand for. > > > > Now here is good example of irrational thinking. Being a soldier isn't a political statement, it's a job just like being a cop or a dog catcher. Once your are in, you can't get out until you are discharged. If you have problem with the orders or the mission the soldiers are given, take it to Obama. He's the guy in charge. > > Yeah, he was ONLY FOLLOWING ORDERS. Fuck off.
And I suppose you have some kind of special knowlege that this man killed women and children? I don't see how that is possible for you to know. But that doesn't matter to you does it? All soldiers are guilty right? You are judge, jury, and excecutioner; and all your decisions are from divine inspiration and infallible. Take your hats off fellas! We have been blessed with the presence of the Pope. Tell us your Holiness, what wilt thou require of us to obtain your holy blessing?
Anonymous Z-17 replied with this 1.2 year ago, 27 minutes later, 4 days after the original post#6,334
I remember following the rise of the Taliban in the 1990s from the time they controlled less than the bottom fourth of Afghanistan, and read of the destructive swath they left as they creeped northward to control first a third, then a half, then the whole of Afghanistan. I was fearful reading their atrocities in the paper and seeing Al Jazeera report the atrocities committed to the Afghans by them. I felt bad for the Afghans, who had just won a lengthy battle against invading Russians in 1989 only to have the Pakistanis and Arabs invade through their proxy Taliban. Pakistan supported them because they transported opium poppies, morphine bricks, and other goods to Pakistan. The Arabs supported them because they gave safe harbor to Al Queda. I cheered when the Iranian supported Northern Alliance helped the Afghans fight back, but grieved when Pakistan propped the Taliban up both financially and militarily against what clearly seemed like the will of the Afghan people. I wondered when America would get involved with the UN for all the human rights violations and foreign invasion by Arabs and Pakistanis of a sovereign nation that had barely gotten it's freedom from the Soviets 2 decades earlier. I mourned when General Ahmed Shah Massoud, the leader of Afghanistan’s Northern Alliance, was assassinated by two al-Qaeda agents. A legendary mujaheddin commander and a brilliant tactician, Massoud had pledged to bring freedom and democracy to Afghanistan. The BBC says the next day, “General Massoud’s death might well have meant the end of the [Northern] alliance” because there clearly was no figure with his skills and popularity to replace him. [BBC, 9/10/2001; BBC,
When one studies the events leading to the Taliban harboring AlQueda, it becomes harder to dismiss those fighting the Taliban as "murderers" of women and children, especially in the case of this soldier posting who has never done either. It even makes it difficult to entirely condemn the US for going in to fight the Taliban in order to dismantle Al Queda given that the US demands to stop colluding with Al Queda were not met. Especially Al Jazeera played video of Osama bin Laden taking "credit" for the attacks on the US civilian (and military)targets.
It's easy to make wholesale condemnations and call 18 year old soldiers murderers, but type of lazy red herring attack is not helpful, informative, accurate, and can be harmful to the thousands of soldiers coming back.
Anonymous R replied with this 1.2 year ago, 27 minutes later, 4 days after the original post#6,336
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> I'm not some "holy" kinda guy. However, I have never killed anyone ever. Even if someone I worked for ordered me to kill someone, I wouldn't. The ONLY way I would ever take someone else's life is if mine was in immediate danger. Even then, if possible I would rather simply injure them/remove the threat than kill. I guess according to you that probably makes me some kinda fag, huh? I couldn't care what some piece of shit like you thinks of me though. There is NO EXCUSE for what the Americunts have done to the Iraqi people. And then these cunts are treated as "heroes"?! The one good thing is that if this guy has really lost his nuts, it means he can't reproduce, and spawn lots of little killers. There are still good American people, but it seems the shit-for-brains types are by far the more vocal.
Let me tell you something hippy, if you have ever bought anything in a store, or paid any kind of a tax, you are a killer too. You may not have pulled the trigger, but you paid for the bullet that killed some street punk or gangbanger or car-jacker killed by a cop. But do you go around condemning all cops as murderers or all tax payers for that matter? I doubt it. You're hands have blood on them too, and you don't get a free pass. In fact, its guys like you that start these wars, spouting off about how bad other people are and blaming them for stuff they didn't do. You are the warmonger, its your buddies like Obama that do your bidding and send our soldiers who are supposed to be a defense force and use them to do "Peacekeeping" missions for the UN and "Humanitarian missions" to save poor peasents from thier oppressive dictators. It's people like you who sit back and smoke weed in thier daddy's Mercedes while children in rural America have to do without food and clothes and proper health-care because you keep buying Starbucks and Priuses and Rolling Stone because you think it's going to save the planet, meanwhile, the kid who cuts your grass can't afford to buy new clothes so he has shop at Good will. You're no progressive saint, your a dupe with a big mouth and no brains.
Anonymous Z-19 replied with this 1.2 year ago, 11 minutes later, 4 days after the original post#6,338
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> > > There ain't nothing brave about killing unarmed women and kids. You get given state-of-the-art weapons and get sent into someone else's country to slaughter them, just so your politicians and businessmen can get even richer. Fuck you and everything you stand for. > > > > Never killed women and children. Only killed people who killed more than their fair share of both, however, and innocent men. I am not especially religious and have no desire to judge you, but it will be curious to see where both of us stand if and when there is some final reckoning in eternity. Have a good one. > > Whatever. "I only killed innocent men". Hmmmmm. Did you ever wonder what the fuck you were doing in Iraq in the first place, killing people?
Did you ever wonder (or rather even know) that the insurgency wasn't domestic. The only Iraqis who partook were those who were threatened or under some kind of duress. Yes, Bush and Cheney relaxed in the bunker while boys and girls died. What exactly was Bin Laden (and his fellow Saudis) doing when all these people they crammed with ideology were being blown to mince. They are gross hypocrites. Men and women and children may get killed by Americans in war-time, but the Saudis during peacetime circulate textbooks which tell children where to amputate limbs for being unfaithful to one's spouse or stealing. We argue in America about the death penalty and are called barbaric. They decapitate people without trial in the middle of their streets and it is just a "cultural difference."
> > > There ain't nothing brave about killing unarmed women and kids. You get given state-of-the-art weapons and get sent into someone else's country to slaughter them, just so your politicians and businessmen can get even richer. Fuck you and everything you stand for. > > > > Never killed women and children. Only killed people who killed more than their fair share of both, however, and innocent men. I am not especially religious and have no desire to judge you, but it will be curious to see where both of us stand if and when there is some final reckoning in eternity. Have a good one. > > Can you tell me more about your experience as a ghetto pizza-guy? > I actually find your treatment there more shocking, people in other countries rarely hear about that shit happening in the USA.
Sure, it actually wasn't much different than Iraq. As a previous poster said, there was a map of your delivery area, but certain neighborhoods were highlighted with a marker, meaning that you were not to deliver there after sundown, as many pizza men had already been robbed. These areas were mostly public housing complexes where everyone was living on some form of assistance and it was so bad there were miniature police substations built into the apartment complexes. I had a greedy manager who would send me there past 6pm even though he knew the dangers. We were forbidden to carry weapons (even pepper-spray) so when someone stuck a gun to my head I just gave them the money.
Anonymous Z-19 triple-posted this 1.2 year ago, 1 minute later, 4 days after the original post#6,341
I apologize for starting this thread, as it is just devolving into another form of the other thread "Fuck you, America. You got what you deserved." Can a moderator please delete this whole thing as it has obviously turned very sour anyway?
Anonymous R replied with this 1.2 year ago, 8 minutes later, 4 days after the original post#6,342
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> > > I'm not some "holy" kinda guy. However, I have never killed anyone ever. Even if someone I worked for ordered me to kill someone, I wouldn't. The ONLY way I would ever take someone else's life is if mine was in immediate danger. Even then, if possible I would rather simply injure them/remove the threat than kill. I guess according to you that probably makes me some kinda fag, huh? I couldn't care what some piece of shit like you thinks of me though. There is NO EXCUSE for what the Americunts have done to the Iraqi people. And then these cunts are treated as "heroes"?! The one good thing is that if this guy has really lost his nuts, it means he can't reproduce, and spawn lots of little killers. There are still good American people, but it seems the shit-for-brains types are by far the more vocal. > > > > Let me tell you something hippy, if you have ever bought anything in a store, or paid any kind of a tax, you are a killer too. You may not have pulled the trigger, but you paid for the bullet that killed some street punk or gangbanger or car-jacker killed by a cop. But do you go around condemning all cops as murderers or all tax payers for that matter? I doubt it. You're hands have blood on them too, and you don't get a free pass. In fact, its guys like you that start these wars, spouting off about how bad other people are and blaming them for stuff they didn't do. You are the warmonger, its your buddies like Obama that do your bidding and send our soldiers who are supposed to be a defense force and use them to do "Peacekeeping" missions for the UN and "Humanitarian missions" to save poor peasents from thier oppressive dictators. It's people like you who sit back and smoke weed in thier daddy's Mercedes while children in rural America have to do without food and clothes and proper health-care because you keep buying Starbucks and Priuses and Rolling Stone because you think it's going to save the planet, meanwhile, the kid who cuts your grass can't afford to buy new clothes so he has shop at Good will. You're no progressive saint, your a dupe with a big mouth and no brains. > > What the fuck are you rambling on about? I'm not a hippy. I never voted for Obongo. Now here's something you may not understand:If a gangster is shooting at people, then having the cops shoot him is necessary. However, sending hundreds of thousands of heavily armed people into another country and kllling hundreds of thousands of unarmed, unthreatening people in their own country is unnecessary. All the rest of the shit that come out of your head doesn't describe me at all. You're probably relating your own lifestyle there, I guess. > > Basically I said that the illegal invasion of Iraq is wrong, and then you said that it's people like me who are responsible for starting the war?! What the fuck have YOU been smoking, asswipe? Sorry, your (not 'you're') entire post is an EPIC FAIL. Just like your entire life.
It doesn't do any good to deny that you're a hippy, but I doubt you know the meaning of the word. Here is a fellow who got severly injured by a road-side bomb while driving a Hum-Vee in Iraq. And you want to blame the whole existance of war in 5 theaters on this one unfortunate soul. That is unspeakabley despicable.
And according to you cops killing a gangster is "necessary" but soldiers killing a shooter isn't. And that makes sense to you?
Anonymous R double-posted this 1.2 year ago, 12 minutes later, 4 days after the original post#6,345
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> Nobody ever blamed the whole war on him, imbecile. However, he was PART of it. He was in Iraq. Why? he admitted to killing innocent people? Is he solely responsible? of course not, and no one ever said he was. But he was responsible in his own way for his own personal actions. > > If you can't even understand what other people are saying, and jumping to asshole conclusions, maybe you should just go and beat off to kiddie porn.
So just what are you doing here? Are you some kind of goul that likes to push depressed people over the edge? Do you get your jollies by poking the animals at the zoo with sticks too? And you think you are not some kind of creep? You are not helping anyone here. You don't know how.
Anonymous R triple-posted this 1.2 year ago, 15 minutes later, 4 days after the original post#6,346
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> I see you added more shit after. > > Again, I never said it was necessary to kill a gangster. I said that if a gangster is firing a gun at innocent people, then it is necessary to stop him from doing that, which MAY require him being shot. FFS you can't even understand simple English. Why aren't you in a cage at the zoo? > > Hmm. Tardo edited it AGAIN. "Killing a shooter"? Who said anything about shooters? Tard. The dude admitted he killed innocent civilians, and I said it was not necessary that he do that. YOU are the jackass who mentioned 'shooters'. Probably because you shoot up so much?
Here is what the soldier actually said: "I was never involved with war-crimes. I only shot at those who shot at me."
> I apologize for starting this thread, as it is just devolving into another form of the other thread "Fuck you, America. You got what you deserved." Can a moderator please delete this whole thing as it has obviously turned very sour anyway?
Sorry about that detour. I'd like keep our coversation going but if the thread gets deleted that would be impossible since you are anon. Do you want a facebook friend?
> people shouldn't blame the soldier. A soldier is just doing his job, and it's a nessesary and honorable job.
Being a doctor is an honorable job, but if doctors were ordered to abort all new babies for a year to reduce population and they did that, I'd blame them (as well).
Think about this: the only reason those old fucks who own most of the wealth on Earth can get away with it is because they have police and soldiers who are "just doing their jobs" and keeping the people in check. Some of them enjoy it, some of them don't, but the point is they don't really care as long as they get their paychecks.
Take the situation in North Korea for example. All of the country is starving except for the soldiers. They also get brainwashed from birth.
American soldiers on the other hand do have a choice between starving and killing people abroad, and yet they still choose to do what they do.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not that guy to say "do not spend on one more weapon, fuck all soldiers" or anything like that. But soldiers are supposed to protect a country, not play a role in political mindgames and battle for resources in other countries. Or if they do, be straight about it, say you're invading countries cause it's a dog-eat-dog world. That's still a lot better than "oh, i was only protecting myself against terrorists".
> Anyways, if you go into SOMEONE ELSE'S COUNTRY, and start killing their people, destroying their homes, schools, hospitals etc. there's a pretty good chance that they'll shoot back at you.
Anonymous Z-23 joined in and replied with this 1.2 year ago, 1 hour later, 4 days after the original post#6,351
(Citing a deleted or non-existent reply.) > > If we're talking about OP he said that he never killed innocent women and kids, but he DID kill innocent men. > > Anyways, if you go into SOMEONE ELSE'S COUNTRY, and start killing their people, destroying their homes, schools, hospitals etc. there's a pretty good chance that they'll shoot back at you.
These are all platitudes, and nothing I say can honestly disabuse you of them. No anecdote or evidence. You like the feeling of reflexively painting me and war with a broad brush. As I said earlier, I spent weeks helping translators fill out incident reports. I've already tried to tell you that the insurgency is not domestic. These guys who filter in from third countries bankrolled by Saudi Billionaires (yes, I know the only billionaires who finance wars are evil Jews, got it thanks) attempted to conscript the people in their fighting. The people generally don't want a part of it and would come to American FOBS and garrisons complaining that they were being harassed, kidnapped, robbed, and threatened. The interpreters who worked with us, while well-paid, actually came from the communities around us and would not have tolerated it if we had just mowed down women, children, and men for pleasure (a la the door-gunner in "Full Metal Jacket").
So while you are capable of delineating between genders, your faculty with innocence v. guilt is lacking. Yes, I was not from Iraq, but neither was the enemy I engaged primarily from there, and I believe I've previously said that I don't know exactly whether or not I killed insurgents. Rounds are not labelled and there was no time for ballistic and striation analysis. The Geneva Convention governing conduct in warfare is an internationally binding document. It is not American in origin, and I never violated it, or the escalation of force. I believe that the US should not be involved in the middle east, but if I were to write a letter to the president, I would no doubt receive a computer generate form response.
My MOS (military occupation skill) was 25F. I was a communications guy who was supposed to be working on radios in Iraq. I did not know so many guys would go AWOL (or that one of the gunners in my company would be diagnosed with Narcolepsy), or that several guys would be booted for failing urinalyses due to pumping steroids 24:7. My section sergeant told me he needed a name for convoy team. My roommate at Camp Victory was on my team, but he was incredibly-slow witted and would have gotten himself or someone else killed. So I volunteered. I understand, however, that I am an asshole of gargantuan proportions however, and that your grasp of international politics, warfare, and ethical conduct is greater than mine. Allow me to afford you sir my entire store of internetz.
> The war was all about making kikes rich and powerful. Thousands of Americans and hundreds of thousands of Iraqis died. To say nothing of the hundreds of thousands that were injured, mutilated, psychologically scarred for life. All so some fat, ugly, repulsive jews can get rich. Anyone who willingly supported the invasion of Iraq should just fucking pwn themselves, because they are worse than niggers.
Shut the fuck up and eat a dick you waste of space!
Anonymous Z-27 joined in and replied with this 1.2 year ago, 11 hours later, 5 days after the original post#6,359
This will be my last post; all I can say about Jews (since that was basically the topic which was concentrated on throughout, not by my choice) is that yes, one of the primary war-profiteers was Jewish. His name was David Berg and he sold fifty billion dollars' worth of faulty ballistic vests to the Army. He spent ten million dollars on his daughter's bat'mitzvah alone, hiring Aerosmith and Fifty Cent to perform. But if you go through a list of the biggest war profiteers and stockholders in military industry (Raytheon, Kellogg, Brown, and Root (a subsidiary of Haliburton) you will see that the vast majority of these guys were white gentiles. Sorry, that's just the way it is.
> This will be my last post; all I can say about Jews (since that was basically the topic which was concentrated on throughout, not by my choice) is that yes, one of the primary war-profiteers was Jewish. His name was David Berg and he sold fifty billion dollars' worth of faulty ballistic vests to the Army. He spent ten million dollars on his daughter's bat'mitzvah alone, hiring Aerosmith and Fifty Cent to perform. But if you go through a list of the biggest war profiteers and stockholders in military industry (Raytheon, Kellogg, Brown, and Root (a subsidiary of Haliburton) you will see that the vast majority of these guys were white gentiles. Sorry, that's just the way it is.
I was hoping to see some of those pics from iraq. - Anon-R
(this system of computer generated screen names makes it really hard to know who's talking.)
> > This will be my last post; all I can say about Jews (since that was basically the topic which was concentrated on throughout, not by my choice) is that yes, one of the primary war-profiteers was Jewish. His name was David Berg and he sold fifty billion dollars' worth of faulty ballistic vests to the Army. He spent ten million dollars on his daughter's bat'mitzvah alone, hiring Aerosmith and Fifty Cent to perform. But if you go through a list of the biggest war profiteers and stockholders in military industry (Raytheon, Kellogg, Brown, and Root (a subsidiary of Haliburton) you will see that the vast majority of these guys were white gentiles. Sorry, that's just the way it is. > > I was hoping to see some of those pics from iraq. - Anon-R > > (this system of computer generated screen names makes it really hard to know who's talking.)
I was the original poster but have bounced around from computer to computer. That was me you were quoting above. You said you'd like some pictures from Iraq. Which ones?
> > > This will be my last post; all I can say about Jews (since that was basically the topic which was concentrated on throughout, not by my choice) is that yes, one of the primary war-profiteers was Jewish. His name was David Berg and he sold fifty billion dollars' worth of faulty ballistic vests to the Army. He spent ten million dollars on his daughter's bat'mitzvah alone, hiring Aerosmith and Fifty Cent to perform. But if you go through a list of the biggest war profiteers and stockholders in military industry (Raytheon, Kellogg, Brown, and Root (a subsidiary of Haliburton) you will see that the vast majority of these guys were white gentiles. Sorry, that's just the way it is. > > > > I was hoping to see some of those pics from iraq. - Anon-R > > > > (this system of computer generated screen names makes it really hard to know who's talking.) > > > I was the original poster but have bounced around from computer to computer. That was me you were quoting above. You said you'd like some pictures from Iraq. Which ones?
I dunno, you said you took some while you were over there.
Anonymous Z-27 replied with this 1.2 year ago, 17 minutes later, 5 days after the original post#6,368
> > I dunno, you said you took some while you were over there.
I will start with a couple where my name-tape on my ACUs is hidden (I don't want someone to use the name visible on my uniform to troll me outside of 4chan).
This first image is Camp Victory (outside of Dodge City). It is a picture my team chief (a buck sergeant) took from a Blackhawk on our way to Besmayah, a tiny village. Look up "Butler Range Complex" for a more detailed description of this place. This is one of Saddam's palaces, I believe. I think it is where General Casey also holes up when he is in country.
Anonymous Z-27 triple-posted this 1.2 year ago, 4 minutes later, 5 days after the original post#6,370
Here I am in either Camp Doha or Camp Virginia, Kuwait. It is hard to remember exactly where each picture was taken. I was in Rustimaya, Talil, Nasiriyah, Basra, Baghdad, and several other locations. As you can see I am fairly slight (160 lbs.) I was a commo geek, meaning someone who worked in communications. I was mainly in charge of COMSEC (communication security). My job was to program encryption on SINGARS (google it) in order to keep anyone from listening in on various stations. Basically I had a little handheld device which I took to a large machine which generated a random key, which was fed into the little box, which I then gave to each one of the vehicles on a convoy so that they could only hear each other's station without eavesdropping. By the way, if anyone thinks I'm wiki-leaking something hear, you should know most of this crap is public domain. The army has a series of TMs (training manuals) all of which are available online and cover everything from squad tactics to sanitation. There are literally thousands of them...
Anonymous Z-27 quintuple-posted this 1.2 year ago, 1 minute later, 5 days after the original post#6,372
Outside of the Quonset in Doha/Virginia Kuwait, with my team chief who took the previous picture. You can see the weapon I previously mentioned, the 249 in my hands. I had to stop smoking after a couple of weeks in the middle-east. It was too fucking hot.
Every morning we would go outside and feed the ducks Ramen noodles. We would break a few packs on the surface of the water and they would go ballistic. And before anyone asks, no my Jewish puppet masters did not order me to rape and murder innocent ducks.
Saddam was already toppled when I was there. I remember Bin Laden's number 2 (Zarqawi) was clipped while I was in Iraq. I remember because some old Iraqi men were using newspapers to light a fire and they were commenting on the headline.
> ... I wouldn't worry about being embarrassed in front of a woman. You lost your balls to an IED in Iraq. That's about the least embarrassing reason I can think of to have no balls. Any woman who would look down on you for that is a moron. Good on you for serving in the army. So unless your only goal in life was to have kids who can grow up to stomp on your dreams, I'd say keep living. Besides, there's always adoption. :)
^ THIS! I agree and am a girl if that makes any difference to you :)
Anonymous Z-32 joined in and replied with this 1.2 year ago, 2 hours later, 5 days after the original post#6,385
(Citing a deleted or non-existent reply.)
> "I went to Iraq, slaughtered thousands of innocent people for the kikes, and all I got was a castration." > > Who cares? You are a worthless waste of life. You're not a hero. You're not to be admired. You're a despicable piece of shit.
I'm confused, is this for the OP or for someone who addressed the OP, or did you catch sight of a mirror in the midst of composing?
Anonymous Z-34 joined in and replied with this 1.2 year ago, 50 minutes later, 5 days after the original post#6,388
(Citing a deleted or non-existent reply.)
> Four youse assholes whose say that we shood not be in iraq, fuck you fagets! > > Al Qayda hs weapons of mass destruksion! They hate ou're freedom! They want to destroy ou're democricy! This is a war against terrurism! This is what God wants for His people! Loosing this fight against the terrurists is not an opsion! Just because some potsmoking hippies go on the intranet and bleet like cows dosn't mean this fight is not for God and democricy! This guy lost his sac fighting for YOU'RE freedom, assholes! Many brave men and women have dyed fighting for ou're freedom and democricy against the terrurists. And you're loosers INSULT these people? Fuck youse!!
Dude, Alex Jones has the real dirt on what's happening in Iraq, maaaan. It's like, the jews send these stupid jarheads over there to kill innocent people maaaaan, you know. And before these racist fascist white rednecks went to Iraq, the middle east was a peaceful land filled with chocolate waterfalls, bro, you know? The muslims are the most peaceful people in the world. Why can't we coexist.
Anonymous Z-34 double-posted this 1.2 year ago, 4 seconds later, 5 days after the original post#6,389
(Citing a deleted or non-existent reply.)
> Four youse assholes whose say that we shood not be in iraq, fuck you fagets! > > Al Qayda hs weapons of mass destruksion! They hate ou're freedom! They want to destroy ou're democricy! This is a war against terrurism! This is what God wants for His people! Loosing this fight against the terrurists is not an opsion! Just because some potsmoking hippies go on the intranet and bleet like cows dosn't mean this fight is not for God and democricy! This guy lost his sac fighting for YOU'RE freedom, assholes! Many brave men and women have dyed fighting for ou're freedom and democricy against the terrurists. And you're loosers INSULT these people? Fuck youse!!
Dude, Alex Jones has the real dirt on what's happening in Iraq, maaaan. It's like, the jews send these stupid jarheads over there to kill innocent people maaaaan, you know. And before these racist fascist white rednecks went to Iraq, the middle east was a peaceful land filled with chocolate waterfalls, bro, you know? The muslims are the most peaceful people in the world. Why can't we coexist.
Anonymous Z-27 replied with this 1.2 year ago, 5 hours later, 5 days after the original post#6,404
> > c)no one has denounced anything I've said. In fact, your juvenile imbecilic outbursts actually make what I say seem even more right. >
Hey, this is OP. I did not denounce anything you said. But I did fisk it and refute it. Your assertion was that I was killing innocent Iraqis, destroying hospitals, etc. You ignored my counter-argument that the insurgency was not domestic, and that they poured in from other countries.
Anonymous I replied with this 1.2 year ago, 1 minute later, 5 days after the original post#6,406
> Hey, this is OP. I did not denounce anything you said. But I did fisk it and refute it. Your assertion was that I was killing innocent Iraqis, destroying hospitals, etc. > You ignored my counter-argument that the insurgency was not domestic, and that they poured in from other countries.
You make good points but I'm still interested in your opinion of what the previous anon asked (about 6 questions just now).
Anonymous Z-27 replied with this 1.2 year ago, 3 minutes later, 6 days after the original post#6,417
> > You make good points but I'm still interested in your opinion of what the previous anon asked (about 6 questions just now).
Alright, but I hate to keep bumping this godforsaken thing which has dovetailed into tangents:
1)Now that it is clear beyond any shadow of doubt that Saddam Hussein NEVER had any WMD, do you still think the war was such a good idea?
-I never thought it was a good idea politically or strategically. I joined because I did not think it was a good idea (for my conscience) to do like my father who took a deferment in Vietnam and was haunted by it. I didn't want to think someone was going in my stead.
2)Do you think that the collapse of the economy is "worth it", considering that the USA got to invade Iraq?
I'm not a Keynesian or Milton Friedman, but it is plain to see that our government is going to squander the money either way. We are loaning to China while accruing astronomical debt. No I don't think our money should be spent on war, but it is going to be wasted either way.
3)Do you personally have a family member or friend who was in Iraq? Were they injured? Killed even? How does that make you feel?
Obviously, if I count myself as a member of my family, the answer to the first and second part of your question is yes. The answer to the third part would be "like shit."
4)Do you believe that Iraqi lives are worth less than any other human lives?
No, but I believe you are weighting Americans killing Iraqis as more dire than Iraqis killing Iraqis (internecine strife between Sunni and Shia factions) or Saudi or Pashtun or Syrian or Jordanian insurgents killing Iraqis, or Saddam testing his store of chemical weapons against Kurds in the North, or publicly hanging Christians, homosexuals, and Jews when the whim suited him. Your rage is selective because it is salient to your agenda. Like when a black teen is killed by a white person, Al Sharpton will ascend the podium, ignore the five-thousand black on black murders, and focus exclusively on this one, because selective rage is his bread and butter.
5)Certain elements in politics are pushing for war with Iran. Has the last ten years in Iraq had any impact on your way of thinking? Do you want and support an invasion of another country? One with a much larger population of Iraq?
The US has thirty (off-record) bases surrounding Iran. I believe in Paleo-conservative principles of non-intervention. I believe we should drastically scale back our empire abroad (as Pat Buchanan said) and that we do not understand the fundamental irrationality of the middle-east, as Ron Paul said while quoting Ronald Reagan.
6)Would you support a similar invasion of anywhere else? Do you even know the situations on the ground anywhere else, or do you just believe what the tv and papers tell you about other countries?
I don't get my news from the TV. I rely primarily on print media. That being said, my knowledge of ground conflicts elsewhere is pretty facile. I do not know, for instance, the particulars of Obama's illegal action in Libya, or much about the war being prosecuted in Afghanistan. These foreign engagements have been construed as a left-right paradigm (much like immigration) but most people across the board oppose them (much like illegal immigration). If it gets you off to speak in a mock redneck voice (like a previous poster) and to ridicule white hayseeds from flyover country, by all means do not let me stop you.
> As of May 2011 the largest single holder of US government debt was China, with 26 percent of all foreign-held US Treasury securities (8% of total US public debt).
> If China gets too worried, they'll stop lending us more money to pay ourselves while no one is buying McMansions, and interest rates will skyrocket, screwing us. So Obama is trying to assure China president Wen Jiabao that we're good for the money.
Anonymous Z-42 joined in and replied with this 1.2 year ago, 3 hours later, 1 week after the original post#6,500
THIS GRAVE CONTAINS
ALL THAT WAS MORTAL OF
A YOUNG ENGLISH POET
WHO
ON HIS DEATH-BED
IN THE BITTERNESS OF HIS HEART
at the malicious power of his enemies
desired these words to be engraved
on his tomstone
"HERE LIES ONE WHOSE NAME
WAS WRIT IN WATER
SEE YOU IN HELL, MOTHERFUCKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anonymous Z-44 joined in and replied with this 1.2 year ago, 2 days later, 1 week after the original post#6,570
If you can still get an erection and still orgasm then I don't see the point in killing yourself. I mean dude you don't have to worry about knocking up some chick. You can fuck as many sluts and whores as you want as many times as you want without a rubber and those sluts can not show up nine months later demanding child support from you. Fuck, the only thing you have to worry about now is some slut giving you an STD. If I had the balls to get my balls cut off I'd do it and then I'd go and fuck as many sluts as I wanted without worrying that one of them would present me with a child nine months later.
> If you can still get an erection and still orgasm then I don't see the point in killing yourself. I mean dude you don't have to worry about knocking up some chick. You can fuck as many sluts and whores as you want as many times as you want without a rubber and those sluts can not show up nine months later demanding child support from you. Fuck, the only thing you have to worry about now is some slut giving you an STD. If I had the balls to get my balls cut off I'd do it and then I'd go and fuck as many sluts as I wanted without worrying that one of them would present me with a child nine months later.
Anonymous Z-47 joined in and replied with this 1.2 year ago, 1 week later, 3 weeks after the original post#6,765
Damn OP.. you're hot as shit. Too bad you're rendered useless and no woman is going to want to get with that unless she's fat or ugly. Maybe you should just be gay
> Damn OP.. you're hot as shit. Too bad you're rendered useless and no woman is going to want to get with that unless she's fat or ugly. Maybe you should just be gay
I think gay men like testicles as much (maybe more) than women.
Anonymous Z-49 joined in and replied with this 1.2 year ago, 1 week later, 1 month after the original post#6,885
#6,570 is the Best Answer, chosen by me. You're lucky. Really. You can look forward to a life of sex without a condom, fear-free. If you want a kid, adopt. It was good enough for Brad and Angelina FFS. BTW, it IS something you can explain — tell her what you told us. Any Army items you have in the house would convince her. Anyway, balls are really not everything in life. There is so much more. Please realise that. My mother passed away two years ago today but I have a beautiful woman as my fiancée. There is so much keeping me here on Earth.
Anonymous Z-51 joined in and replied with this 1.2 year ago, 3 days later, 1 month after the original post#6,922
Lol@ "I callmyself a pussy or faggot in the mirror"
Bud. Anybody with the, well, balls to serve in the army/navy is the most alphabadassmotherfucker around. Serving in the army automatically prevents you from ever going below badass level.
alphabadassmotherfucker<alpha-badass<badassmotherfucker<badass<alpha<normal<below normal<pussy<faggot.
Anonymous Z-54 joined in and replied with this 1.1 year ago, 1 month later, 2 months after the original post#7,493
I'm a female I was seeing this man for 8 yrs it was a LDR (long distance relationship) when I would see him we would have sex in his truck, my point is we would hav sex board daylight and i would perform oral on him and not once did i see his nuts, he would just unzip his zipper and to say the truth I didnt mind at all...why u may ask because I loved him...a woman that takes u only for ur appearance does not love u...tru love sees ur heart, what's inside...dnt u worry she is out there looking for u...thank u for ur service to our country...
Anonymous Z-58 joined in and replied with this 11 months ago, 5 minutes later, 3 months after the original post#7,828
Look on the bright side: You would never have to worry about accidentally getting her pregnant.
For many girls, worries about getting pregnant stops them from having sex. With you there would be no such worries. You will probably get laid a lot more, and a lot sooner, once you start dating again.
Anonymous Z-59 joined in and replied with this 11 months ago, 1 day later, 3 months after the original post#7,836
Okay, seriously, girls don't care. I'm a girl. I'm a veteran, so I dated a guy with an injury to his groin (and other guys with injuries in other places). He still had one testicle, but he had shrapnel in his hands, penis, and around his hips. It was not gross or anything.... I knida thought it was sexy. Chicks dig scars. Don't worry about it! Really. Have you ever heard a girl say "Oh, and he had a really nice pair of balls...." Uhhhhm, no. Because they are balls dude. ;)
Anonymous Z-60 joined in and replied with this 11 months ago, 1 hour later, 3 months after the original post#7,837
OP, shit. You're the first person I've idolized since my dead pimp of a father, who actually was a good and loving man, just with a different life-story. I don't know how I'd react in your situation, I've always had a high testosterone level, lean body, high body temperature, fast metabolism, much hair-growth and the change must be fucking annoying. but still your personality, your clearness of thought, your good heart. Fuck it really is true what they say, it's life's hardships that separate the men from the mice.
And you Sir, even if you don't see it yourself have become much more of a man than any-fucking-body on this community can ever hope to be, ironically by loosing your gonads.
Anyway that really doesn't matter, fake testes or not, it's the dick that counts, as long as you have it and the hormone shots you'll be just fine with the women. Your personality and your experiences will make you a Behemoth among men when it comes to the women no matter how fat and sack-less you are. Like someone else said, even if your sack is gone you have the biggest fucking balls of all.
Coming threw all that fucking shit and still being so human or rather maybe becoming even more human from all that shit.
Shit I don't know what to say.
You're a fucking living legend.
Stay alive man, there's lot of good coming for a man like you. Everybody with a sound mind would fucking respect you for what you've been threw and love you for what it has made you.
I was once subjected to a attempt on my life which led to me cracking my skull, braking my neck, having a massive aneurysm in the main vain in my brain and I fucking thought about killing who I THOUGHT was behind it for a year before my fucked up mind came anywhere in the direction of where you are. The guy however who to this day swears it wasn't him hid from me and effectively all in my fucking vicinity for that time, then my father died of cancer in my fucking care and I fell down from my hellish and high horses and started to think about taking my own life, that lasted for about two years. The first of those I spent at sexclubs and nightclubs and techno-parties, I spent somewhere around $35.000 just on drugs and alcohol and some other fucked up shit with the intent of drinking myself to death or provoking some motha to kill me dead, it didn't work. My money ran out and chicken-shit as I am I couldn't do it myself, so I found a miserable girl and lived a miserable life for a year in a destructive relationship spiraling around thoughts of suicide before I finally fucking just had enough, left the bitch and I don't know. When I did that, just like took a hold of myself, stood up straight and started to work shit out by myself. My will to live came back.
This is minor to you, I've been in no war and I've got practically no lasting problems from my wounds. But I imagine that no trauma is too fucking great not to overcome, especially for a bad ass dude like yourself.
Fuck man just ride it out, smoke some weed, meet women, talk to good people about your problems, fuck the ill-willed fuckers, don't even take notice of them.
I've today come to the point where I don't care who it was that tried to kill me, it could've been some random shit just as well. I've even hugged the guy who I originally thought did it and talked to him about it, he's still kinda scared of me though, he thinks I'm creepy. But I am not, I'm a happy dude now. Not as emotionally detached as I used to be, not as aggressive, not as angry.
I can fucking promise you that a man of your cognitive capabilities will figure this out and come to grips with it, learn to love life again.
You are one smart dude and that totally fucking shows in your comments.
Well having no more bull-shit to say, I'll leave you with two notes.
1. If you ever want to smoke some hasch in Sweden, I will fucking fix it for you or blow or whatever. And I'll fucking keep you company, show you around, introduce you to people etc. Living accommodations are no problem to fix either.
2. I used to have a Walther PPK with a laser sight as a teenager, loved that gun. Easy as hell to use and pick apart. I'd like to have one again sometime. The laser sight was kinda shit though, it was more of a red dot thing and it had a on off switch on the side.
Best regards, Itzcuintle.
I hope you're still alive you fucker, otherwise I'll be very disapoint! =(
Anonymous Z-61 joined in and replied with this 11 months ago, 9 hours later, 3 months after the original post#7,838
As a woman, if I was in love with someone (or just really in lust) do I care if they have balls? nope, if they can still feel the pleasure. Plus, being a vet.. Unless your woman is a fucking headcase, She'd understand. I have a good friend Who has PTSD, and his wife is so Awesome. When your with someone you stick with em, nuts or no nuts.
Anonymous Z-63 joined in and replied with this 10 months ago, 3 weeks later, 4 months after the original post#8,224
Dude I hope you're still alive. If you are STAY alive for as long as you can. Survive and don't be ashamed of what happened to you. Wear it like a badge of honour and let it armour you against the horrible things in this world.
Anonymous Z-64 joined in and replied with this 10 months ago, 1 day later, 4 months after the original post#8,251
OMG quit being such a pussy. Kids cost heaps of fuckin money, plus the world is way over populated as it is and you got a free vasectomy, you have a cool war story to tell, you got all this sweet life experience, if anything i would have thought life would be way more precious, what the fuck is the problem? RETARD!!!
Anonymous Z-66 joined in and replied with this 10 months ago, 15 hours later, 4 months after the original post#8,271
People are much worse off than you' at least you still have your dick and can get an orgasm, big fucking deal, people lose their limbs/sight and you're whining about your ballsack
Anonymous Z-69 joined in and replied with this 10 months ago, 4 days later, 4 months after the original post#8,438
Lets be honest here. I am a female who powerlifts and into strength sports. I can honestly tell you that guys who take an OVER amount of steroids ... HAVE NO FUCKING BALLS! Some only have the lagging skin where they USE to be and others are tight up like a dog. Their nuts shrivel up to nothing. And from my point of view, if you can eat pussy, and you said you can get a hard on, and get an orgasm (not necessarly shoot a load but to get that climax feeling and express it) majority of us women see nothing wrong with anything else to what you think is a huge deal (mentally). But as far as the loss of sex drive. you can find you some steroids and look it up on powerlifting/bodybuilding sites but research your findings carefully. I hope this helps you.
Anonymous Z-70 joined in and replied with this 10 months ago, 1 week later, 4 months after the original post#8,742
same injury happened throughout the world wars, plenty of nurses ended up marrying the patients, caring people care (and their the only people you'd want to be with anyway?, right?). not having a penis doesn't in anyway stop you pleasuring a female, nor feeling pleasure yourself, just need to be creative. and even if you didn't want a sexual experience, plenty of asexual women who just want to cuddle and kiss and have a partner, that's what alot of people want when they get older, they want company. you need to reason this out. killing yourself achieves nothing. if you kill yourself you deny yourself all the future joys, like travelling to the beautiful peaceful places in the world, and get a chance to experience difference cultures...foods, music, architecture, customs....and people. life is too short, why make it any shorter, go out there and enjoy yourself!! and if depression and post traumatic stress are a problem, you need to stay off the alcohol completely! take your medication as instructed, stay busy, take up natural ways of de-stressing like meditation and fitness, visit the place and similar places to where any tragic events occurred, and most importantly speak about your experience with others and search out others with a similar life story too so you can share yours and they will understand, because your hardly special, your not the only person to have this experience so your definitely not alone to share your story, soo many people same as you. anyway final words, be the role model for all those countless others in the world that don't speak up - create a website and vlogging and share your story more, and always seek help and enjoy life, lifes too short, enjoy it.
> We have ballistic helmets, and yes many guys are camera happy over there, and film when they are restricted from doing so by international law / Geneva conventions. I'm telling you guys right now you don't know a tenth of the shit that goes on over there. I've seen a man have sex with a camel (on a nightly basis). I've seen a man get his hand pinched off in a shipping container door. There was a madrassa (school) where little Iraqi first-graders would try to get you to give them candy. But there was also an Iraqi dwarf who would pretend he was a kid in order to get free stuff. One day he forgot to shave, though, and I saw a soldier blast him right there in front of the kids because he was trying to pretend he was a child who went to the school. > > One guy got bit by a sand-fly and caught a disease (I will spell this wrong) called Leche Moniasis (google should auto-correct it). You get bit once by the wrong fly in Iraq and it's worse than a great white shark bite. Fuck war, fuck Rambo, fuck the tough guy horseshit. > > Seriously ask me something about Iraq. I have nothing to hide or to lose, and people don't want to really hear this shit in person.
So you served?What do you think it has been worth it,serving your government?What is your opinion on the war?
Anonymous Z-74 joined in and replied with this 10 months ago, 6 minutes later, 4 months after the original post#8,928
I sympathise with you, mate. It's just a pitty this thread was spoiled by some arseholes, taking the juice. I hope you have a good life, and find some well-earned happiness.
> Just kill yourself OP, you were redneck disgrace before and now you can't even work as a call boy.
Hey! What do you know, we have just such an arsehole, right here!! I tell you what, why don't you enlist...paint a sign on your back saying bite me! Maybe an insurgent will do us all a favour, and end your miserable life, quickly.
Anonymous Z-75 joined in and replied with this 9 months ago, 2 weeks later, 5 months after the original post#9,930
OP, I know that right now you feel like shit and can't understand why this happened. I won't patronise you with sympathy, we men hate sympathy; and you will feel that again when you are in a more pragmatic state of mind. I don't know you and you don't know me, but if you are the real deal you are a bigger man than I. It's time to get back up champ.
> OP, I know that right now you feel like shit and can't understand why this happened. I won't patronise you with sympathy, we men hate sympathy; and you will feel that again when you are in a more pragmatic state of mind. I don't know you and you don't know me, but if you are the real deal you are a bigger man than I. It's time to get back up champ.
> > OP, I know that right now you feel like shit and can't understand why this happened. I won't patronise you with sympathy, we men hate sympathy; and you will feel that again when you are in a more pragmatic state of mind. I don't know you and you don't know me, but if you are the real deal you are a bigger man than I. It's time to get back up champ. > > Well said, that man.
> > > OP, I know that right now you feel like shit and can't understand why this happened. I won't patronise you with sympathy, we men hate sympathy; and you will feel that again when you are in a more pragmatic state of mind. I don't know you and you don't know me, but if you are the real deal you are a bigger man than I. It's time to get back up champ. > > > > Well said, that man. > > Get a life, you fucking prick.
Anonymous Z-76 replied with this 9 months ago, 4 hours later, 5 months after the original post#10,139
(Citing a deleted or non-existent reply.)
> If you ask whether you should kill yourself, then you probably should just do it. Anyone who has to ask whether they should live or not is not going to be a productive, healthy member of society. So it's not just you yourself that's being affected, it's everyone. If you are seriously considering it, then it'd be best for everyone if you just killed yourself, and got it over with. You know it makes sense.
I can see you work for the Samaritans, in your part-time. It's fucktards like you, that give a whole new meaning to.."empty space", and "what to put into it".
> > If you ask whether you should kill yourself, then you probably should just do it. Anyone who has to ask whether they should live or not is not going to be a productive, healthy member of society. So it's not just you yourself that's being affected, it's everyone. If you are seriously considering it, then it'd be best for everyone if you just killed yourself, and got it over with. You know it makes sense. > > I can see you work for the Samaritans, in your part-time. It's fucktards like you, that give a whole new meaning to.."empty space", and "what to put into it".
I can see why you work street corners, selling your ass for crack, full-time. It's asshole faggots like you who make people hate all queers.
> > > > OP, I know that right now you feel like shit and can't understand why this happened. I won't patronise you with sympathy, we men hate sympathy; and you will feel that again when you are in a more pragmatic state of mind. I don't know you and you don't know me, but if you are the real deal you are a bigger man than I. It's time to get back up champ. > > > > > > Well said, that man. > > > > Get a life, you fucking prick. > > > I have.....you just wouldn't know that, retard.
Oh, but I would. And it's obvious that you are just a waste of space, oxygem and food. DIE!!!! CUNT!!!! DIE!!!!!!
> > : I have 2 testicles but you have more balls than I do mate. Hang in there. > > Oh, fuck off you retarded little shit.
All the negative twats like you, are a disgrace to the human race. I've served twice in Iraq, and once in Somalia. I bet none of you have been near those places, probably never even seen any real frontline action; the nearest you've gotten to a bang, is when your wife hit you over the head with a frying pan, for staying out too late.
Your also probably bleaters that run when a firecracker goes off on the fourth of july, in your own backyard. I hope you never get called up, cos if you did, I wouldn't trust you to watch my back. The first chance you'd get is to run for the hills, or get everyone killed in your squad.
> > > : I have 2 testicles but you have more balls than I do mate. Hang in there. > > > > Oh, fuck off you retarded little shit. > > > All the negative twats like you, are a disgrace to the human race. I've served twice in Iraq, and once in Somalia. I bet none of you have been near those places, probably never even seen any real frontline action; the nearest you've gotten to a bang, is when your wife hit you over the head with a frying pan, for staying out too late. > Your also probably bleaters that run when a firecracker goes off on the fourth of july, in your own backyard. I hope you never get called up, cos if you did, I wouldn't trust you to watch my back. The first chance you'd get is to run for the hills, or get everyone killed in your squad.
you talk as if it is something good or special.
killing is something to be ashamed of, not proud of !
you realize that being a soldier means you are to hand in any mind of your own you might have.
you are to kill other human beings at the order of someone who got the order by someone else who....you get what I mean.
there is no room for questioning,justification or reasoning.
you become a killer on someones whim.
how many times were people committing the most atrocious war crimes and all they needed to say in their defense was "following orders".
how many times were those orders wrong or unethical?
it is one thing to defend yourself,your loved ones or even your country against an invasion but it is something completely different to let yourself become the instrument of corporate and political strategies and quarterly balance sheets.
not once in those glorious battles you fought, did you defend your family or your freedom from an aggressor or imminent danger.
(I exclude humanitarian missions for obvious reasons)
> > > > : I have 2 testicles but you have more balls than I do mate. Hang in there. > > > > > > Oh, fuck off you retarded little shit. > > > > > > All the negative twats like you, are a disgrace to the human race. I've served twice in Iraq, and once in Somalia. I bet none of you have been near those places, probably never even seen any real frontline action; the nearest you've gotten to a bang, is when your wife hit you over the head with a frying pan, for staying out too late. > > Your also probably bleaters that run when a firecracker goes off on the fourth of july, in your own backyard. I hope you never get called up, cos if you did, I wouldn't trust you to watch my back. The first chance you'd get is to run for the hills, or get everyone killed in your squad. > > > you talk as if it is something good or special. > killing is something to be ashamed of, not proud of ! > > you realize that being a soldier means you are to hand in any mind of your own you might have. > you are to kill other human beings at the order of someone who got the order by someone else who....you get what I mean. > > there is no room for questioning,justification or reasoning. > you become a killer on someones whim. > > how many times were people committing the most atrocious war crimes and all they needed to say in their defense was "following orders". > how many times were those orders wrong or unethical? > > it is one thing to defend yourself,your loved ones or even your country against an invasion but it is something completely different to let yourself become the instrument of corporate and political strategies and quarterly balance sheets. > > not once in those glorious battles you fought, did you defend your family or your freedom from an aggressor or imminent danger. > > (I exclude humanitarian missions for obvious reasons)
This to the previous two replies:
The first reply:
You obviously, are not familiar with the way things are done. To you, a soldier is someone who storms the beaches and invades countries, killing people at random, and blowing things up....oooh! You have been watching too many war films, ol' son, and they have addled your brains somewhat.
I was sent into Somalia...on a peace keeping mission. At no time, was I ordered to kill anyone, or blow anything up! Just to monitor and report on anything that seemed suspicious or incidents that might escalate into violence. I was ordered, into a hostile zone, to look for and locate the bodies of several hundred men women and children, that had gone missing from their homes...we found them,...{We even found some white bodies. I say white, because obviously there were some British and American families that had gone missing, aswell.}.... or what was left of them. They were buried in a whole, all had been decapitated, and burned. The heads were missing, no doubt to obscure their identities. Finger prints were useless, as most of them were relatively unknowns, and the bodies were too badly charred.... So still living relatives, were unable to fully acknowledge who their known family members were.
Iraq speaks for itself, we are doing a tremendous job over there, and keeping the peace is for the most part, our mission. Don't believe everything you read in the newspapers, because it just is not true. One thing I will say....friendly fire does kill more soldiers than the insurgents do, but we don't let that put us off our duties. By the way...I am not American...I'm British.
Now you can reply to this if you want to, ol' son. But if you do...it just doesn't matter. I know, and so do the thousands of other chaps that do their bit for world peace, that without our efforts...people like you would be living a life a whole lot worse.
And for anyone out there wanting to join in on this....Before you do speak: Join; Go there; See what we have to go through to keep you safe from terrorism; Realise it isn't a picnic, and think before you open your mouths and spout crap!
Second reply:
At least you don't deride the job we do, like the idiot above you. { I'm sure he will think of something smart to reply with, he's obviously a child so we'll have to excuse him..}...Yes! I came to this board and thought...time to vent off steam, and have some fun....But, you know what. I just realised that for every genuine person who posts to this board....there are several that are just children looking for a laugh. A laugh at the expence of those that do their job without thanx, or appreciation.
No! I'm not a puppet, nor do I do the job for kicks. Nor do I do the job because it means I get to go out with a lovely shiny SAG-30, or the CZW 762 light machine gun. I do the job because my presence to some extent, could mean the difference between someone being kept alive, instead of being killed.
Like the poster above, you seem to think we go out there to kill....we don't! I don't want to kill, anymore than I want to die. We just do our job, and hope we'll get home to see our families.
> Second reply: > > At least you don't deride the job we do, like the idiot above you. { I'm sure he will think of something smart to reply with, he's obviously a child so we'll have to excuse him..}...Yes! I came to this board and thought...time to vent off steam, and have some fun....But, you know what. I just realised that for every genuine person who posts to this board....there are several that are just children looking for a laugh. A laugh at the expence of those that do their job without thanx, or appreciation. > No! I'm not a puppet, nor do I do the job for kicks. Nor do I do the job because it means I get to go out with a lovely shiny SAG-30, or the CZW 762 light machine gun. I do the job because my presence to some extent, could mean the difference between someone being kept alive, instead of being killed. > Like the poster above, you seem to think we go out there to kill....we don't! I don't want to kill, anymore than I want to die. We just do our job, and hope we'll get home to see our families.
well, for the kiddies and trolls around, that's the internet and especially this board.
I won't even exclude myself, as it is fun to troll some obvious idiots.
I have an ambivalent standpoint regarding the military because I feel an aversion against anything,but especially governmental institutions desensitizing towards the suffering or death of humans.
Unfortunately we do need armed forces,at least to some extent, to defend democracy and freedom in those countries that achieved them to some degree or another.
We also need them to either keep rogue states from invading others or our own, to liberate invaded countries or to protect and enable humanitarian aid.
However being a soldier essentially boils down to following orders without hesitation and being ready,willing and able to kill either in self defense(as a result of being there) or as ordered; thus becoming an instrument of violence without free will.
While I'm glad there are soldiers(usually officers) that don't go to war screaming yeehaw, there of course are an awful lot of those as well, just as there are way too many young hot shots fresh out of school, out for a joyride killing some "bad guys".
The percentages and their IQs of course vary from country to country...
That coupled with sometimes very dubious reasons to go to war shows that using the military is just "continuation of politics by other means". This is not new of course.
In addition there seems to be hardly any accountability for "wrong intel" leading into one disaster after another or for war crimes or violations of human rights committed by our governments or troops.
Therefore I'm very cautious of any military mandate that goes beyond strict homeland or allied defense against imminent threats.
While there are many facets to the current war on terror, most invaded countries or the majority of their soldiers and population were neither in the position nor did they have the desire to pose a direct threat.
Without wanting to get too political and off topic (though I'm afraid I already did), I think Saddam Hussein had to be removed, as did many of the other dictators.
But we didn't go there as soon as they committed those crimes against humanity and we didn't even go there to liberate the people of those countries from their decades long rule.
We went there because apparently all those countries harboured,financed or supported terrorists that "suddenly" declared war on us.
If they'd have been gotten rid of when they became violent dictators, we might not even be in this world wide mess.
> > Second reply: > > > > At least you don't deride the job we do, like the idiot above you. { I'm sure he will think of something smart to reply with, he's obviously a child so we'll have to excuse him..}...Yes! I came to this board and thought...time to vent off steam, and have some fun....But, you know what. I just realised that for every genuine person who posts to this board....there are several that are just children looking for a laugh. A laugh at the expence of those that do their job without thanx, or appreciation. > > No! I'm not a puppet, nor do I do the job for kicks. Nor do I do the job because it means I get to go out with a lovely shiny SAG-30, or the CZW 762 light machine gun. I do the job because my presence to some extent, could mean the difference between someone being kept alive, instead of being killed. > > Like the poster above, you seem to think we go out there to kill....we don't! I don't want to kill, anymore than I want to die. We just do our job, and hope we'll get home to see our families. > > > well, for the kiddies and trolls around, that's the internet and especially this board. > I won't even exclude myself, as it is fun to troll some obvious idiots. > > > I have an ambivalent standpoint regarding the military because I feel an aversion against anything,but especially governmental institutions desensitizing towards the suffering or death of humans. > > Unfortunately we do need armed forces,at least to some extent, to defend democracy and freedom in those countries that achieved them to some degree or another. > We also need them to either keep rogue states from invading others or our own, to liberate invaded countries or to protect and enable humanitarian aid. > > However being a soldier essentially boils down to following orders without hesitation and being ready,willing and able to kill either in self defense(as a result of being there) or as ordered; thus becoming an instrument of violence without free will. > > While I'm glad there are soldiers(usually officers) that don't go to war screaming yeehaw, there of course are an awful lot of those as well, just as there are way too many young hot shots fresh out of school, out for a joyride killing some "bad guys". > The percentages and their IQs of course vary from country to country... > > That coupled with sometimes very dubious reasons to go to war shows that using the military is just "continuation of politics by other means". This is not new of course. > > In addition there seems to be hardly any accountability for "wrong intel" leading into one disaster after another or for war crimes or violations of human rights committed by our governments or troops. > > Therefore I'm very cautious of any military mandate that goes beyond strict homeland or allied defense against imminent threats. > While there are many facets to the current war on terror, most invaded countries or the majority of their soldiers and population were neither in the position nor did they have the desire to pose a direct threat. > > Without wanting to get too political and off topic (though I'm afraid I already did), I think Saddam Hussein had to be removed, as did many of the other dictators. > But we didn't go there as soon as they committed those crimes against humanity and we didn't even go there to liberate the people of those countries from their decades long rule. > ''' We went there because apparently all those countries harboured,financed or supported terrorists that "suddenly" declared war on us. > If they'd have been gotten rid of when they became violent dictators, we might not even be in this world wide mess.'''
Same old stuff, it never changes. These must be the retards your talking about, Z-79. I'm actually surprised they can write...let alone string more than one sylablle together without fusing their two braincells together in the process.
I pity them really...lack of education...can be contributed to their responces. An insane belief that anyone cares what they think, also is a contributing factor.
Still, we have to expect this in any post...and actually, it's rather funny.
Anonymous Z-76 triple-posted this 9 months ago, 1 hour later, 5 months after the original post#10,217
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> > > DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CUNT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! > > > > Same old stuff, it never changes. These must be the retards your talking about, Z-79. I'm actually surprised they can write...let alone string more than one sylablle together without fusing their two braincells together in the process. > > I pity them really...lack of education...can be contributed to their responces. An insane belief that anyone cares what they think, also is a contributing factor. > > Still, we have to expect this in any post...and actually, it's rather funny. > > Oh how clever. Did Mommy help you type that, shit-for-brains?
Not really....I just copied you. When will you realise, you are no match for me.
Anonymous Z-76 quadruple-posted this 9 months ago, 4 hours later, 5 months after the original post#10,220
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> > > > > DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CUNT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! > > > > > > > > Same old stuff, it never changes. These must be the retards your talking about, Z-79. I'm actually surprised they can write...let alone string more than one sylablle together without fusing their two braincells together in the process. > > > > I pity them really...lack of education...can be contributed to their responces. An insane belief that anyone cares what they think, also is a contributing factor. > > > > Still, we have to expect this in any post...and actually, it's rather funny. > > > > > > Oh how clever. Did Mommy help you type that, shit-for-brains? > > > > Not really....I just copied you. When will you realise, you are no match for me. > > If you mean at being a fucktard, then no one is a match for you.
I think you are keeping up, but only just. Heck! You even come second at being a prick!
Anonymous Z-76 quintuple-posted this 9 months ago, 1 hour later, 5 months after the original post#10,225
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> > > > > > > DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CUNT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! > > > > > > > > > > > > Same old stuff, it never changes. These must be the retards your talking about, Z-79. I'm actually surprised they can write...let alone string more than one sylablle together without fusing their two braincells together in the process. > > > > > > I pity them really...lack of education...can be contributed to their responces. An insane belief that anyone cares what they think, also is a contributing factor. > > > > > > Still, we have to expect this in any post...and actually, it's rather funny. > > > > > > > > > > Oh how clever. Did Mommy help you type that, shit-for-brains? > > > > > > > > Not really....I just copied you. When will you realise, you are no match for me. > > > > > > If you mean at being a fucktard, then no one is a match for you. > > > > I think you are keeping up, but only just. Heck! You even come second at being a prick! > > Haha. Tardo thinks he is clever. Tardo belongs in a cage. Tardo has no common sense. Fuck off Tardo.
Do you know that repeating words, is a sign of madness...apparently not.
Anonymous Z-76 replied with this 9 months ago, 20 hours later, 5 months after the original post#10,235
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> > > > > > > > > DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CUNT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Same old stuff, it never changes. These must be the retards your talking about, Z-79. I'm actually surprised they can write...let alone string more than one sylablle together without fusing their two braincells together in the process. > > > > > > > > I pity them really...lack of education...can be contributed to their responces. An insane belief that anyone cares what they think, also is a contributing factor. > > > > > > > > Still, we have to expect this in any post...and actually, it's rather funny. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh how clever. Did Mommy help you type that, shit-for-brains? > > > > > > > > > > > > Not really....I just copied you. When will you realise, you are no match for me. > > > > > > > > > > If you mean at being a fucktard, then no one is a match for you. > > > > > > > > I think you are keeping up, but only just. Heck! You even come second at being a prick! > > > > > > Haha. Tardo thinks he is clever. Tardo belongs in a cage. Tardo has no common sense. Fuck off Tardo. > > > > Do you know that repeating words, is a sign of madness...apparently not. > > Did you know that answering your own questions is a sign of mental retardation?
Did you know......Oh! Wait, you didn't. I answered your question...and you call me a retard...
Anonymous Z-76 double-posted this 9 months ago, 50 minutes later, 5 months after the original post#10,238
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> > > > > > > > > > > DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CUNT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Same old stuff, it never changes. These must be the retards your talking about, Z-79. I'm actually surprised they can write...let alone string more than one sylablle together without fusing their two braincells together in the process. > > > > > > > > > > I pity them really...lack of education...can be contributed to their responces. An insane belief that anyone cares what they think, also is a contributing factor. > > > > > > > > > > Still, we have to expect this in any post...and actually, it's rather funny. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh how clever. Did Mommy help you type that, shit-for-brains? > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Not really....I just copied you. When will you realise, you are no match for me. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > If you mean at being a fucktard, then no one is a match for you. > > > > > > > > > > > > I think you are keeping up, but only just. Heck! You even come second at being a prick! > > > > > > > > > > Haha. Tardo thinks he is clever. Tardo belongs in a cage. Tardo has no common sense. Fuck off Tardo. > > > > > > > > Do you know that repeating words, is a sign of madness...apparently not. > > > > > > Did you know that answering your own questions is a sign of mental retardation? > > > > Did you know......Oh! Wait, you didn't. I answered your question...and you call me a retard... > > No, you didn't. You are a retard. If you think that piece of shit is such a hero, why don't you go kill some people you have never met, then cut your own balls off? And then come and whine about it on the internet?
Anonymous Z-76 triple-posted this 9 months ago, 5 hours later, 5 months after the original post#10,244
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CUNT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Same old stuff, it never changes. These must be the retards your talking about, Z-79. I'm actually surprised they can write...let alone string more than one sylablle together without fusing their two braincells together in the process. > > > > > > > > > > > > I pity them really...lack of education...can be contributed to their responces. An insane belief that anyone cares what they think, also is a contributing factor. > > > > > > > > > > > > Still, we have to expect this in any post...and actually, it's rather funny. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh how clever. Did Mommy help you type that, shit-for-brains? > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Not really....I just copied you. When will you realise, you are no match for me. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > If you mean at being a fucktard, then no one is a match for you. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think you are keeping up, but only just. Heck! You even come second at being a prick! > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Haha. Tardo thinks he is clever. Tardo belongs in a cage. Tardo has no common sense. Fuck off Tardo. > > > > > > > > > > > > Do you know that repeating words, is a sign of madness...apparently not. > > > > > > > > > > Did you know that answering your own questions is a sign of mental retardation? > > > > > > > > Did you know......Oh! Wait, you didn't. I answered your question...and you call me a retard... > > > > > > No, you didn't. You are a retard. If you think that piece of shit is such a hero, why don't you go kill some people you have never met, then cut your own balls off? And then come and whine about it on the internet? > > > > Whatever... > > Or in other words, you know you're wrong, but you're too much of a faggot to admit it.
Anonymous Z-86 joined in and replied with this 9 months ago, 18 hours later, 5 months after the original post#10,250
I didn't read trough the entire thread, but no, don't kill yourself. You suffered an awful injury but luckily you still have your penis and can achieve erections. That means with hormone therapy you can still have sexual urges, become physically aroused and have sex and thereby reach orgasm and sexually satisfy a woman, which means you can have a complete fulfilling relationship. You'll may never be exactly the same due to your injury but I trust fully that if you can gain the confidence to approach and attempt to be with women then you'll find one (or many) who wants to be with you. You're a f'ing war hero and any woman who judges you for the loss you suffered serving your country doesn't deserve a second thought. And if the appearance is bothering you, yes you can get prosthetics. You can also adopt and have a family. Just get your hormones right, take good care of yourself physically and mentally and don't be afraid to put yourself out there. You are a man, you are a soldier, and you are strong. You survived an IED, you can survive the aftermath too. Please don't kill yourself, and please don't let this pain overtake your life.
Anonymous Z-76 replied with this 9 months ago, 4 hours later, 5 months after the original post#10,255
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> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CUNT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Same old stuff, it never changes. These must be the retards your talking about, Z-79. I'm actually surprised they can write...let alone string more than one sylablle together without fusing their two braincells together in the process. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I pity them really...lack of education...can be contributed to their responces. An insane belief that anyone cares what they think, also is a contributing factor. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Still, we have to expect this in any post...and actually, it's rather funny. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Oh how clever. Did Mommy help you type that, shit-for-brains? > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Not really....I just copied you. When will you realise, you are no match for me. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > If you mean at being a fucktard, then no one is a match for you. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I think you are keeping up, but only just. Heck! You even come second at being a prick! > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Haha. Tardo thinks he is clever. Tardo belongs in a cage. Tardo has no common sense. Fuck off Tardo. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Do you know that repeating words, is a sign of madness...apparently not. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Did you know that answering your own questions is a sign of mental retardation? > > > > > > > > > > > > Did you know......Oh! Wait, you didn't. I answered your question...and you call me a retard... > > > > > > > > > > No, you didn't. You are a retard. If you think that piece of shit is such a hero, why don't you go kill some people you have never met, then cut your own balls off? And then come and whine about it on the internet? > > > > > > > > Whatever... > > > > > > Or in other words, you know you're wrong, but you're too much of a faggot to admit it. > > > > Or, I'm right. But your just too thick to see it. > > Or I'm right. And you're so fucking thick you don't know the difference between "your" and "you're". And you suck nigger dick.
> I didn't read trough the entire thread, but no, don't kill yourself. You suffered an awful injury but luckily you still have your penis and can achieve erections. That means with hormone therapy you can still have sexual urges, become physically aroused and have sex and thereby reach orgasm and sexually satisfy a woman, which means you can have a complete fulfilling relationship. You'll may never be exactly the same due to your injury but I trust fully that if you can gain the confidence to approach and attempt to be with women then you'll find one (or many) who wants to be with you. You're a f'ing war hero and any woman who judges you for the loss you suffered serving your country doesn't deserve a second thought. And if the appearance is bothering you, yes you can get prosthetics. You can also adopt and have a family. Just get your hormones right, take good care of yourself physically and mentally and don't be afraid to put yourself out there. You are a man, you are a soldier, and you are strong. You survived an IED, you can survive the aftermath too. Please don't kill yourself, and please don't let this pain overtake your life.
You can't achieve erection without testicles and tl;dr.
> > I didn't read trough the entire thread, but no, don't kill yourself. You suffered an awful injury but luckily you still have your penis and can achieve erections. That means with hormone therapy you can still have sexual urges, become physically aroused and have sex and thereby reach orgasm and sexually satisfy a woman, which means you can have a complete fulfilling relationship. You'll may never be exactly the same due to your injury but I trust fully that if you can gain the confidence to approach and attempt to be with women then you'll find one (or many) who wants to be with you. You're a f'ing war hero and any woman who judges you for the loss you suffered serving your country doesn't deserve a second thought. And if the appearance is bothering you, yes you can get prosthetics. You can also adopt and have a family. Just get your hormones right, take good care of yourself physically and mentally and don't be afraid to put yourself out there. You are a man, you are a soldier, and you are strong. You survived an IED, you can survive the aftermath too. Please don't kill yourself, and please don't let this pain overtake your life. > > You can't achieve erection without testicles and tl;dr.
Yes you can, so I guess your wrong, ol' chap.
Provided blood can get to the penis...it's the blood flow that causes erections, not the testicles, as they only hold the sperm.
> > > I didn't read trough the entire thread, but no, don't kill yourself. You suffered an awful injury but luckily you still have your penis and can achieve erections. That means with hormone therapy you can still have sexual urges, become physically aroused and have sex and thereby reach orgasm and sexually satisfy a woman, which means you can have a complete fulfilling relationship. You'll may never be exactly the same due to your injury but I trust fully that if you can gain the confidence to approach and attempt to be with women then you'll find one (or many) who wants to be with you. You're a f'ing war hero and any woman who judges you for the loss you suffered serving your country doesn't deserve a second thought. And if the appearance is bothering you, yes you can get prosthetics. You can also adopt and have a family. Just get your hormones right, take good care of yourself physically and mentally and don't be afraid to put yourself out there. You are a man, you are a soldier, and you are strong. You survived an IED, you can survive the aftermath too. Please don't kill yourself, and please don't let this pain overtake your life. > > > > You can't achieve erection without testicles and tl;dr. > > Yes you can, so I guess your wrong, ol' chap. > > Provided blood can get to the penis...it's the blood flow that causes erections, not the testicles, as they only hold the sperm.
Sperm comes out of testicles. No sperm, no erection. Blood only pumps your dick up, you need testicles to be stimulated and testicles are connected to other parts of body like legs and inside of your penis. You can't feel jack shit by having your arms or penis pumped with blood, you can as well go and rub your head then.
> > > > I didn't read trough the entire thread, but no, don't kill yourself. You suffered an awful injury but luckily you still have your penis and can achieve erections. That means with hormone therapy you can still have sexual urges, become physically aroused and have sex and thereby reach orgasm and sexually satisfy a woman, which means you can have a complete fulfilling relationship. You'll may never be exactly the same due to your injury but I trust fully that if you can gain the confidence to approach and attempt to be with women then you'll find one (or many) who wants to be with you. You're a f'ing war hero and any woman who judges you for the loss you suffered serving your country doesn't deserve a second thought. And if the appearance is bothering you, yes you can get prosthetics. You can also adopt and have a family. Just get your hormones right, take good care of yourself physically and mentally and don't be afraid to put yourself out there. You are a man, you are a soldier, and you are strong. You survived an IED, you can survive the aftermath too. Please don't kill yourself, and please don't let this pain overtake your life. > > > > > > You can't achieve erection without testicles and tl;dr. > > > > Yes you can, so I guess your wrong, ol' chap. > > > > Provided blood can get to the penis...it's the blood flow that causes erections, not the testicles, as they only hold the sperm. > > Sperm comes out of testicles. No sperm, no erection. Blood only pumps your dick up, you need testicles to be stimulated and testicles are connected to other parts of body like legs and inside of your penis. You can't feel jack shit by having your arms or penis pumped with blood, you can as well go and rub your head then.
dude, what?!
did you have biology in school ?(assuming you already finished it)
do you actually have a penis???
I don't need to rub my balls to get a boner!
you know, when blood fills the corpora cavernosa (look it up) that is called an erection.
no testicles and certainly no sperm needed...
> > > > I didn't read trough the entire thread, but no, don't kill yourself. You suffered an awful injury but luckily you still have your penis and can achieve erections. That means with hormone therapy you can still have sexual urges, become physically aroused and have sex and thereby reach orgasm and sexually satisfy a woman, which means you can have a complete fulfilling relationship. You'll may never be exactly the same due to your injury but I trust fully that if you can gain the confidence to approach and attempt to be with women then you'll find one (or many) who wants to be with you. You're a f'ing war hero and any woman who judges you for the loss you suffered serving your country doesn't deserve a second thought. And if the appearance is bothering you, yes you can get prosthetics. You can also adopt and have a family. Just get your hormones right, take good care of yourself physically and mentally and don't be afraid to put yourself out there. You are a man, you are a soldier, and you are strong. You survived an IED, you can survive the aftermath too. Please don't kill yourself, and please don't let this pain overtake your life. > > > > > > You can't achieve erection without testicles and tl;dr. > > > > Yes you can, so I guess your wrong, ol' chap. > > > > Provided blood can get to the penis...it's the blood flow that causes erections, not the testicles, as they only hold the sperm. > > Sperm comes out of testicles. No sperm, no erection. Blood only pumps your dick up, you need testicles to be stimulated and testicles are connected to other parts of body like legs and inside of your penis. You can't feel jack shit by having your arms or penis pumped with blood, you can as well go and rub your head then.
Ok, so the penis getting "pumped up" isn't an erection!!! What you on, man? Google it, and see.
Anonymous Z-73 replied with this 9 months ago, 25 minutes later, 5 months after the original post#10,264
Lol army dumb fags.
If you have no sperm you obviously can't come. The more sperm you have in your balls the faster you come, so longer you not ejaculate, faster you come, every man knows that. You have strange biology in that fag marine school.
Seriously now, this templar army propaganda shit is going too far. Go kill yourself, your Jesus & his magical penis that cums without cum.
> Lol army dumb fags. > If you have no sperm you obviously can't come. The more sperm you have in your balls the faster you come, so longer you not ejaculate, faster you come, every man knows that. You have strange biology in that fag marine school. > > Seriously now, this templar army propaganda shit is going too far. Go kill yourself, your Jesus & his magical penis that cums without cum.
Ah! I see where this fucktard is coming from... He obviously missed the lesson on erection, and moved straight onto ejaculation.
Let me remind you of what you wrote:
"Sperm comes out of testicles. No sperm, no erection."
"Blood only pumps your dick up,"
We aren't debating on cumming, or sperm. WE ARE TALKING ABOUT ERRECTION!!!
Ok, so now that we have got thart sorted out, kindly leave the stage...child.
> Lol army dumb fags. > If you have no sperm you obviously can't come. The more sperm you have in your balls the faster you come, so longer you not ejaculate, faster you come, every man knows that. You have strange biology in that fag marine school. > > Seriously now, this templar army propaganda shit is going too far. Go kill yourself, your Jesus & his magical penis that cums without cum.
muhaha
ok I have two c4c sentences for you pal:
obvious idiot is obvious
or
obvious troll is obvious
if you are an idiot:
I suggest try reading some books.you know those things with text in them.
I know tldr but try, you might grow a bit mentally!
if you are a troll:
well done, good on you buddy, you made me laugh.
> > Lol army dumb fags. > > If you have no sperm you obviously can't come. The more sperm you have in your balls the faster you come, so longer you not ejaculate, faster you come, every man knows that. You have strange biology in that fag marine school. > > > > Seriously now, this templar army propaganda shit is going too far. Go kill yourself, your Jesus & his magical penis that cums without cum. > > muhaha > > ok I have two c4c sentences for you pal: > > obvious idiot is obvious > > or > > obvious troll is obvious > > > if you are an idiot: > I suggest try reading some books.you know those things with text in them. > I know tldr but try, you might grow a bit mentally! > > if you are a troll: > well done, good on you buddy, you made me laugh.
You and me both....but hush.....he probably wouldn't understand...as he is still trying to understand about erections...lol.
Anonymous Z-73 replied with this 9 months ago, 5 minutes later, 5 months after the original post#10,269
Penis gets hard faster the longer you don't cum sperm. Penis produces better orgasm the longer you don't wank, so the penis is also harder if you don't shoot sperm for longer. Sperm is made with balls, so you can't have feel if you can't come. That you are stupid army drug addict that eats pills to get his blood flowing into penis is totally different story and has nothing to do with orgasm of penis.
No testicles --> no sperm --> no orgasm --> USELESS PENIS --> AN HERO.
> Penis gets hard faster the longer you don't cum sperm. Penis produces better orgasm the longer you don't wank, so the penis is also harder if you don't shoot sperm for longer. Sperm is made with balls, so you can't have feel if you can't come. That you are stupid army drug addict that eats pills to get his blood flowing into penis is totally different story and has nothing to do with orgasm of penis. > > No testicles --> no sperm --> no orgasm --> USELESS PENIS --> AN HERO.
Where are you from? I just want to know, as I need to send you a google page, of less than one sylable, in your language.
> > Penis gets hard faster the longer you don't cum sperm. Penis produces better orgasm the longer you don't wank, so the penis is also harder if you don't shoot sperm for longer. Sperm is made with balls, so you can't have feel if you can't come. That you are stupid army drug addict that eats pills to get his blood flowing into penis is totally different story and has nothing to do with orgasm of penis. > > > > No testicles --> no sperm --> no orgasm --> USELESS PENIS --> AN HERO. > > Where are you from? I just want to know, as I need to send you a google page, of less than one sylable, in your language.
No testicles --> no sperm --> no hard penis --> no orgasm --> USELESS PENIS --> AN HERO.
Understand now ? Or do i need to write a 10000 paper long article about how to use your penis ?
> > > Penis gets hard faster the longer you don't cum sperm. Penis produces better orgasm the longer you don't wank, so the penis is also harder if you don't shoot sperm for longer. Sperm is made with balls, so you can't have feel if you can't come. That you are stupid army drug addict that eats pills to get his blood flowing into penis is totally different story and has nothing to do with orgasm of penis. > > > > > > No testicles --> no sperm --> no orgasm --> USELESS PENIS --> AN HERO. > > > > Where are you from? I just want to know, as I need to send you a google page, of less than one sylable, in your language. > > No testicles --> no sperm --> no hard penis --> no orgasm --> USELESS PENIS --> AN HERO. > > Understand now ? Or do i need to write a 10000 paper long article about how to use your penis ?
> Penis gets hard faster the longer you don't cum sperm. Penis produces better orgasm the longer you don't wank, so the penis is also harder if you don't shoot sperm for longer. Sperm is made with balls, so you can't have feel if you can't come. That you are stupid army drug addict that eats pills to get his blood flowing into penis is totally different story and has nothing to do with orgasm of penis. > > No testicles --> no sperm --> no orgasm --> USELESS PENIS --> AN HERO.
you are fucking hilarious !!
I don't even....
meh I can't resist:
orgasm NOT= erection
you don't need testicles to have an orgasm. !!
orgasm is hormones through your body,fireworks in your brain as well as contractions of muscles in the groin area (bulbospongiosus muscle).
semen ("that stuff coming out of a penis during orgasm") is a combination of fluids originating from:
testes 2–5% app. 200- to 500-million spermatozoa
seminal vesicle 65–75% amino acids,enzymes,fructose(main energy source of sperm cells),phosphorylcholine,prostaglandins(involved in suppressing an immune response by the female against the foreign semen), proteins, vitamin C
prostate 25–30% acid phosphatase, citric acid, fibrinolysin, prostate specific antigen, proteolytic enzymes, zinc(serves to help to stabilize the DNA in spermcells)
bulbourethral glands < 1% galactose, mucus (serve to increase the mobility of sperm cells in the vagina and cervix), pre-ejaculate, sialic acid
I know big words, sorry.
look it up if you're interested,google and wikipedia are your friends but scientific websites and books are even better friends.
> Understand now ? Or do i need to write a 10000 paper long article about how to use your penis ?
that's the problem.
using something doesn't imply understanding it's functionality or it's construction.
for that you need to have intellect.
and, for using something well you need to have intellect as well....just FYI
> > Penis gets hard faster the longer you don't cum sperm. Penis produces better orgasm the longer you don't wank, so the penis is also harder if you don't shoot sperm for longer. Sperm is made with balls, so you can't have feel if you can't come. That you are stupid army drug addict that eats pills to get his blood flowing into penis is totally different story and has nothing to do with orgasm of penis. > > > > No testicles --> no sperm --> no orgasm --> USELESS PENIS --> AN HERO. > > you are fucking hilarious !! > > I don't even.... > > > meh I can't resist: > orgasm NOT= erection > >you don't need testicles to have an orgasm. !! > > > orgasm is hormones through your body,fireworks in your brain as well as contractions of muscles in the groin area (bulbospongiosus muscle). > semen ("that stuff coming out of a penis during orgasm") is a combination of fluids originating from: > testes 2–5% app. 200- to 500-million spermatozoa > > seminal vesicle 65–75% amino acids,enzymes,fructose(main energy source of sperm cells),phosphorylcholine,prostaglandins(involved in suppressing an immune response by the female against the foreign semen), proteins, vitamin C > > prostate 25–30% acid phosphatase, citric acid, fibrinolysin, prostate specific antigen, proteolytic enzymes, zinc(serves to help to stabilize the DNA in spermcells) > > bulbourethral glands < 1% galactose, mucus (serve to increase the mobility of sperm cells in the vagina and cervix), pre-ejaculate, sialic acid > > > I know big words, sorry. > look it up if you're interested,google and wikipedia are your friends but scientific websites and books are even better friends.
Let's wait for his next erectile cum....OH! he hasn't any balls, I forgot.
Anonymous Z-73 replied with this 9 months ago, 7 minutes later, 5 months after the original post#10,291
You can have as many universities as you want and google as much as you want. You army fags are the most stupid people on this planet, just because you read book doesn't means you have any logic of understanding things.
You can't get an erection if you don't produce sperm. Penis gets erect only when your balls are ready and full of sperm. If you ejaculated you get soft, not erect. Every man understands this and experienced this, only the likes of you don't.
> You can have as many universities as you want and google as much as you want. You army fags are the most stupid people on this planet, just because you read book doesn't means you have any logic of understanding things. > > You can't get an erection if you don't produce sperm. Penis gets erect only when your balls are ready and full of sperm. If you ejaculated you get soft, not erect. Every man understands this and experienced this, only the likes of you don't.
So, you get soft when you cum? Kill yourself, then! No woman wants a twat that goes soft after the first fuck! Hey, everybody! This cunt goes soft after he comes!!!
> You can have as many universities as you want and google as much as you want. You army fags are the most stupid people on this planet, just because you read book doesn't means you have any logic of understanding things. > > You can't get an erection if you don't produce sperm. Penis gets erect only when your balls are ready and full of sperm. If you ejaculated you get soft, not erect. Every man understands this and experienced this, only the likes of you don't.
OK, first of all, I'm not in the military.
second, if that really is what you think how your body works, you must educate yourself.
I mean it without any animosity or irony.
you really need to learn how your body works.
you don't have to become a doctor but please acquire some general knowledge!!
> > You can have as many universities as you want and google as much as you want. You army fags are the most stupid people on this planet, just because you read book doesn't means you have any logic of understanding things. > > > > You can't get an erection if you don't produce sperm. Penis gets erect only when your balls are ready and full of sperm. If you ejaculated you get soft, not erect. Every man understands this and experienced this, only the likes of you don't. > > OK, first of all, I'm not in the military. > > second, if that really is what you think how your body works, you must educate yourself. > > I mean it without any animosity or irony. > you really need to learn how your body works. > you don't have to become a doctor but please acquire some general knowledge!!
I did try to tell him, I guess he's now swatting for another exam.
> > > You can have as many universities as you want and google as much as you want. You army fags are the most stupid people on this planet, just because you read book doesn't means you have any logic of understanding things. > > > > > > You can't get an erection if you don't produce sperm. Penis gets erect only when your balls are ready and full of sperm. If you ejaculated you get soft, not erect. Every man understands this and experienced this, only the likes of you don't. > > > > OK, first of all, I'm not in the military. > > > > second, if that really is what you think how your body works, you must educate yourself. > > > > I mean it without any animosity or irony. > > you really need to learn how your body works. > > you don't have to become a doctor but please acquire some general knowledge!! > > I did try to tell him, I guess he's now swatting for another exam.
yeah,tbh I'm not sure if he is genuine or just trolling.
though I lean towards he means what he said.
in that case I really hope he takes some things home.
we are very lucky to live today.
we have the internet which is basically the culmination of the collective knowledge of our species.
it is like the ancient libraries millionfold.
ready and available at all times,virtually (pun intended) undestroyable and hopefully widely uncesorable...
I learn constantly new things by random browsing,not to mention actively seeking knowledge.
> > > > You can have as many universities as you want and google as much as you want. You army fags are the most stupid people on this planet, just because you read book doesn't means you have any logic of understanding things. > > > > > > > > You can't get an erection if you don't produce sperm. Penis gets erect only when your balls are ready and full of sperm. If you ejaculated you get soft, not erect. Every man understands this and experienced this, only the likes of you don't. > > > > > > OK, first of all, I'm not in the military. > > > > > > second, if that really is what you think how your body works, you must educate yourself. > > > > > > I mean it without any animosity or irony. > > > you really need to learn how your body works. > > > you don't have to become a doctor but please acquire some general knowledge!! > > > > I did try to tell him, I guess he's now swatting for another exam. > > yeah,tbh I'm not sure if he is genuine or just trolling. > though I lean towards he means what he said. > > in that case I really hope he takes some things home. > we are very lucky to live today. > we have the internet which is basically the culmination of the collective knowledge of our species. > it is like the ancient libraries millionfold. > ready and available at all times,virtually (pun intended) undestroyable and hopefully widely uncesorable... > I learn constantly new things by random browsing,not to mention actively seeking knowledge.
I know what you mean. But let us not forget the OP of this post. He has had to endure some scathing remarks, from some trolls. He is the real hero of this post. So let's hope he has taken some light from what has been written, and ignores the bad crap, from the children that have posted.
> > > > > You can have as many universities as you want and google as much as you want. You army fags are the most stupid people on this planet, just because you read book doesn't means you have any logic of understanding things. > > > > > > > > > > You can't get an erection if you don't produce sperm. Penis gets erect only when your balls are ready and full of sperm. If you ejaculated you get soft, not erect. Every man understands this and experienced this, only the likes of you don't. > > > > > > > > OK, first of all, I'm not in the military. > > > > > > > > second, if that really is what you think how your body works, you must educate yourself. > > > > > > > > I mean it without any animosity or irony. > > > > you really need to learn how your body works. > > > > you don't have to become a doctor but please acquire some general knowledge!! > > > > > > I did try to tell him, I guess he's now swatting for another exam. > > > > yeah,tbh I'm not sure if he is genuine or just trolling. > > though I lean towards he means what he said. > > > > in that case I really hope he takes some things home. > > we are very lucky to live today. > > we have the internet which is basically the culmination of the collective knowledge of our species. > > it is like the ancient libraries millionfold. > > ready and available at all times,virtually (pun intended) undestroyable and hopefully widely uncesorable... > > I learn constantly new things by random browsing,not to mention actively seeking knowledge. > > I know what you mean. But let us not forget the OP of this post. He has had to endure some scathing remarks, from some trolls. He is the real hero of this post. So let's hope he has taken some light from what has been written, and ignores the bad crap, from the children that have posted.
agreed.
not sure if OP is still listening in or indeed still around.
I hope he didn't give into his depression.
as I mentioned earlier, there are very few things where I support euthanasia or suicide and while it surely is very hard for a man to cope with (being a guy I can relate) this is not one of them.
> > > > > > You can have as many universities as you want and google as much as you want. You army fags are the most stupid people on this planet, just because you read book doesn't means you have any logic of understanding things. > > > > > > > > > > > > You can't get an erection if you don't produce sperm. Penis gets erect only when your balls are ready and full of sperm. If you ejaculated you get soft, not erect. Every man understands this and experienced this, only the likes of you don't. > > > > > > > > > > OK, first of all, I'm not in the military. > > > > > > > > > > second, if that really is what you think how your body works, you must educate yourself. > > > > > > > > > > I mean it without any animosity or irony. > > > > > you really need to learn how your body works. > > > > > you don't have to become a doctor but please acquire some general knowledge!! > > > > > > > > I did try to tell him, I guess he's now swatting for another exam. > > > > > > yeah,tbh I'm not sure if he is genuine or just trolling. > > > though I lean towards he means what he said. > > > > > > in that case I really hope he takes some things home. > > > we are very lucky to live today. > > > we have the internet which is basically the culmination of the collective knowledge of our species. > > > it is like the ancient libraries millionfold. > > > ready and available at all times,virtually (pun intended) undestroyable and hopefully widely uncesorable... > > > I learn constantly new things by random browsing,not to mention actively seeking knowledge. > > > > I know what you mean. But let us not forget the OP of this post. He has had to endure some scathing remarks, from some trolls. He is the real hero of this post. So let's hope he has taken some light from what has been written, and ignores the bad crap, from the children that have posted. > > agreed. > > not sure if OP is still listening in or indeed still around. > I hope he didn't give into his depression. > > as I mentioned earlier, there are very few things where I support euthanasia or suicide and while it surely is very hard for a man to cope with (being a guy I can relate) this is not one of them.
Anonymous Z-76 double-posted this 9 months ago, 5 hours later, 5 months after the original post#10,325
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> Wouldn't it be funny if we were still having this discussion, while meanwhile OP has an hero'd? And we're wasting our time talking about whether a guy with no balls can get an erection, meanwhile his dead body is rotting in his mom's basement?
Go on thinking that, if it amuses you, personally I don't find it amusing.
Anonymous Z-76 triple-posted this 9 months ago, 3 hours later, 5 months after the original post#10,332
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> > > Wouldn't it be funny if we were still having this discussion, while meanwhile OP has an hero'd? And we're wasting our time talking about whether a guy with no balls can get an erection, meanwhile his dead body is rotting in his mom's basement? > > > > Go on thinking that, if it amuses you, personally I don't find it amusing. > > You obviously have no sense of humour then. Me, I think it's fucking hilarious.
Anonymous Z-76 quadruple-posted this 9 months ago, 5 hours later, 5 months after the original post#10,339
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> > > > > Wouldn't it be funny if we were still having this discussion, while meanwhile OP has an hero'd? And we're wasting our time talking about whether a guy with no balls can get an erection, meanwhile his dead body is rotting in his mom's basement? > > > > > > > > Go on thinking that, if it amuses you, personally I don't find it amusing. > > > > > > You obviously have no sense of humour then. Me, I think it's fucking hilarious. > > > > My humour is fine, your comment is not. > > Get a life fucker.
Get a life, or take a life?...Guess which catagory you fit into!
Anonymous Z-76 quintuple-posted this 9 months ago, 17 hours later, 5 months after the original post#10,357
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> > > > > Wouldn't it be funny if we were still having this discussion, while meanwhile OP has an hero'd? And we're wasting our time talking about whether a guy with no balls can get an erection, meanwhile his dead body is rotting in his mom's basement? > > > > > > > > Go on thinking that, if it amuses you, personally I don't find it amusing. > > > > > > You obviously have no sense of humour then. Me, I think it's fucking hilarious. > > > > My humour is fine, your comment is not. > > Hey fucker. You are full of shit, fucker. Why don't you just shut the fuck up fucker? Stop whining like a fucking little bitch fucker. you have no sense of fucking humour fucker. His fucking comment was fucking fine with me fucker. Why don't you fucking go to a fucking Justin Bieber faggot website fucker? This is fucking chan4chan fucker.
Who gives a fucker!!!Oh! Wait!, you do you mother "fucker"!
Anonymous Z-76 replied with this 9 months ago, 1 day later, 5 months after the original post#10,405
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> > > > > > > Wouldn't it be funny if we were still having this discussion, while meanwhile OP has an hero'd? And we're wasting our time talking about whether a guy with no balls can get an erection, meanwhile his dead body is rotting in his mom's basement? > > > > > > > > > > > > Go on thinking that, if it amuses you, personally I don't find it amusing. > > > > > > > > > > You obviously have no sense of humour then. Me, I think it's fucking hilarious. > > > > > > > > My humour is fine, your comment is not. > > > > > > Hey fucker. You are full of shit, fucker. Why don't you just shut the fuck up fucker? Stop whining like a fucking little bitch fucker. you have no sense of fucking humour fucker. His fucking comment was fucking fine with me fucker. Why don't you fucking go to a fucking Justin Bieber faggot website fucker? This is fucking chan4chan fucker. > > > > Who gives a fucker!!!Oh! Wait!, you do you mother "fucker"! > > U MAD BRO?
Anonymous Z-93 joined in and replied with this 8 months ago, 2 weeks later, 6 months after the original post#11,835
I think you should get fucked in the ass with a strap-on instead OP, that should help you to remember all the sandniggers you killed in sandniggerland.
Also I'd like to know if it makes you any less of man?
> I think you should get fucked in the ass with a strap-on instead OP, that should help you to remember all the sandniggers you killed in sandniggerland. > Also I'd like to know if it makes you any less of man?
no one could be less of a man than you, you retarded dipshit!
> > I think you should get fucked in the ass with a strap-on instead OP, that should help you to remember all the sandniggers you killed in sandniggerland. > > Also I'd like to know if it makes you any less of man? > > no one could be less of a man than you, you retarded dipshit!
Did you feel like less of a man after your mom forced her huge strapon down your throat and ass?
> > > I think you should get fucked in the ass with a strap-on instead OP, that should help you to remember all the sandniggers you killed in sandniggerland. > > > Also I'd like to know if it makes you any less of man? > > > > no one could be less of a man than you, you retarded dipshit! > > Did you feel like less of a man after your mom forced her huge strapon down your throat and ass?
Anonymous Z-98 joined in and replied with this 7 months ago, 1 week later, 7 months after the original post#13,495
> Hey, I was recently released from Landstuhl Medical Facility in Germany. IEDs have been deliberately placed by the Taliban at waist level for some time in order to strip soldiers of their manhood. We had crotch protectors on our body armor, but they were only tiny flaps that protected from the front. Now, I essentially look like a GI Joe in my anatomical area. My doctor has talked about giving me false prosthetic testicles (like they give to dogs) and I receive monthly hormone therapy injections. But this shit is depressing and I feel humiliated. I cannot be with a woman and I am embarrassed. Before you write me off as a troll, do your homework and you will see that this injury is common and does happen. > > My primary healthcare provider told me that these injuries were common in Vietnam as well, due to bouncing Betty mines, which had a tendency to detonate at waist-level.
Anonymous Z-98 double-posted this 7 months ago, 11 minutes later, 7 months after the original post#13,496
Brother, any free woman should consider it a privilege to wrap her legs around you... Unless kids are desired, they are only for decoration anyway... just like boobies! The only other main function is the production of Testosterone, and the best protocol is to find a good hormonal specialist that will allow you to inject yourself a small amount daily in the Sub Q, NOT WEEKLY or Monthly, that is not as effective, and looses its effect over time if too much is taken at once... Testosterone is a hormone just like Insulin. I expect if you received an injury that caused you to be diabetic, no one would judge you for taking insulin daily...
I would personally brag about it, but that is me, a line like "I have one of the strongest cocks in the military, took a direct hit from an explosive device and survived to talk about it, wanna see"? Dude, what happened to your nuts... "they were the bravest, they stepped in front to protect my Willy" May seem kind of off, but NO you are not going to kill yourself over it, use it to an advantage! Women Adore confidence regardless of the situation... And I am very sorry that you suffered injury serving our country.
> > I was talking to OP. Are you OP? (or schizo?) > > I'm not (OP), and your not a man!
That's right, you sick motherfuckers, I'm a 9y/o little girl working for the FBI, and you're all under arrest. Whatcha gonna do when they come for you, bad boy, bad boy, unh, unh...
> Brother, any free woman should consider it a privilege to wrap her legs around you... Unless kids are desired, they are only for decoration anyway... just like boobies! The only other main function is the production of Testosterone, and the best protocol is to find a good hormonal specialist that will allow you to inject yourself a small amount daily in the Sub Q, NOT WEEKLY or Monthly, that is not as effective, and looses its effect over time if too much is taken at once... Testosterone is a hormone just like Insulin. I expect if you received an injury that caused you to be diabetic, no one would judge you for taking insulin daily... > I would personally brag about it, but that is me, a line like "I have one of the strongest cocks in the military, took a direct hit from an explosive device and survived to talk about it, wanna see"? Dude, what happened to your nuts... "they were the bravest, they stepped in front to protect my Willy" May seem kind of off, but NO you are not going to kill yourself over it, use it to an advantage! Women Adore confidence regardless of the situation... And I am very sorry that you suffered injury serving our country.
How the fuck can you claim to know what women think/want/will do, you fucking morbidly obese shut-in faggot?!
> Kill yourself. You wasted most of your life fighting a fake war. Might as well end it so you don't have to waste the rest. Besides the fact that you are useless.
maybe you should kill yourself since you cant appreciate what this man lost during the fight to preserve both mine and you freedom
Anonymous Z-101 joined in and replied with this 7 months ago, 17 hours later, 7 months after the original post#14,173
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> > > Kill yourself. You wasted most of your life fighting a fake war. Might as well end it so you don't have to waste the rest. Besides the fact that you are useless. > > > > maybe you should kill yourself since you cant appreciate what this man lost during the fight to preserve both mine and you freedom > > This man wasn't fighting "for both mine and you freedom". He was fighting to rape and pillage a peaceful state, and to advance the ZOG agenda. That's the complete opposite of "fighting for freedom", you fucking retard.
People like the (OP) and I are here to stop....was I going to say People like you? Forget that!....It's idiots like you that make the world a far more dangerous place. Your kind start fights anywhere you can, just to get some sick pathetic kick out of seeing the harm you cause. You talk crap, when all along, your little better than those that bomb innocent children, in the name of some "pig-faced" god, called Allah Akbar.
Anonymous Z-104 joined in and replied with this 6 months ago, 1 hour later, 8 months after the original post#14,584
Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you
On the day that you were born the angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair
Of golden starlight in your eyes of blue
That is why all the girls in town
(Girls in town)
Follow you
(Follow you)
All around
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(All around)
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you
On the day that you were born the angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair
Of golden starlight in your eyes of blue
That is why all the girls in town
(Girls in town)
Follow you
(Follow you)
All around
(All around)
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you
(Why? Close to you)
(Why? Close to you)
(Haa, close to you)
(Why? Close to you)
Anonymous Z-106 joined in and replied with this 6 months ago, 8 hours later, 8 months after the original post#14,594
Dude, just live. USA and the UK (Im british) Just want more blood money and just send in their people over some "Building" not the people who DIED they only want the money, the war is just a bunch of lies. USA, the "kindest and most powerful country in the world" lies, Its all about money not people, they are human, greedy irmoral humans.
Anonymous Z-107 joined in and replied with this 6 months ago, 1 week later, 8 months after the original post#14,785
should have stayed the fuck out of a country that didn't do anything to you or your country.
9/11 terrorists were mostly saudis and "WMDs in Iraq" were just a misunderstanding after a reading from Collin's book of fairytales to the kids at the UN.
Anonymous Z-108 joined in and replied with this 6 months ago, 5 days later, 8 months after the original post#14,910
Dude, Get testosterone, it is no big deal, I used it to get bigger in the gym, they now sell products for men that are gels you rub under your arms or on your thigh. My dad is 67 and he started it, I forced him to and it changed his life, if you get a script for the test gel like Fortesta, you rub it on your thighs once a day and it gives you all the testosterone you need. You get the synthetic testicles and no one will know the difference, you will be able to get all your muscle back and everything. It really doesn't matter whether your testosterone comes from testicles between your legs or an injection or a gel, it is all the same. Actually, this isn't the end of the world, you go on that your depression will go away, it is caused by lack of testosterone, this is common.
I know a lot about this as I am in the field of plastic surgery and I work out and always looking for an edge. The only thing is you won't be able to make babies but who gives a fuck, I am gay, I guess I won't either. I sure as hell don't want any brats either, all my friends with them are miserable. Anyway, plenty of children out there without parents you can adopt. I am actually a young guy, prob around your age, I think your depression is linked to A. lack of testosterone and B. lack of education about what to do. I was amazed to hear you still have your penis and can still get erections, you are REALLY LUCKY! It could have been worse and if you lost your penis you would never have a sex life again.
If I had to choose between having my face smashed in or losing my testicles, I would pick losing my testicles as that is so easy to fix than a face! It doesn't sound so bad at all and btw, being gay has nothing to do with testosterone, so you aren't a "fag" or a "pussy," you are only a pussy because you want to kill yourself when you are lucky enough to have your penis and your life. Go on testosterone and get fake nuts and I promise you you will have a normal life. I just hope you got this message not too late...
> Ignore these wimps, not one of them would go to Iraq, they are all wimps.
yeah, we wouldn't go.
.... because even us retards here on c4c are higher evolved than a soldier retread getting his balls blown off somewhere he doesn't belong so that some international corporations and their minions can fill their pockets !
> Ok, just googled 'Hydrocele', totally mindblown right now. Not really sure what to say cause i have never (or hope to be) suffering from that condition, Ever! But if there's one thing i do know it's that killing yourself isn't worth it. I'm not gonna go on about you having so much to live for or any of that flimsy good simaritan talk, but just give it time & see how you cope with your injury. As for the issue in the Ladies department, i can't really help you there as i'm still a virginfag & in no position to give you any advice there lol, so you might have to work that out yourself. I am a little curious, are you still able to achieve orgasms even though your testicles are gone? > > Q69
> You all realize OP was just a shit-mouthed strapon taking basement dwelling liar right? > > Or am i the only enlightened human in a black sea of monkeys?
> You all realize OP was just a shit-mouthed strapon taking basement dwelling liar right? > > Or am i the only enlightened human in a black sea of monkeys?
I know the (OP), because I was there when it happened.....it was a bloody mess.
Anonymous Z-120 joined in and replied with this 4 months ago, 3 days later, 10 months after the original post#16,283
I am a woman who is thinking about getting into a relationship with a marine who served in iraq for 8 years. He doesn't have physical wounds, but he does have mental ones. I know he has killed people and I can only imagine what he saw. He was on the front lines and most of the men were killed who served with him. He has issues with intimacy due to the PTSD drugs he takes. All I can say is this. If a woman wants to be with you, she will not care if you have testicles or not. She will love you for who you are. Your injury doesn't make you any less of a man at all. Your service should be commended and I thank you for that. I'm sorry you have this injury, but you are a warrior who can over come this. I can tell.
> > You all realize OP was just a shit-mouthed strapon taking basement dwelling liar right? > > > > Or am i the only enlightened human in a black sea of monkeys? > > I know the (OP), because I was there when it happened.....it was a bloody mess.
haha, so you`re the guy trained in gorilla warfare?!
> > > You all realize OP was just a shit-mouthed strapon taking basement dwelling liar right? > > > > > > Or am i the only enlightened human in a black sea of monkeys? > > > > I know the (OP), because I was there when it happened.....it was a bloody mess. > > haha, so you`re the guy trained in gorilla warfare?! > > crackin`me up bitches...
No, dick-wad, or your mother wouldn't have had you. I was on patrol with the guy. Think it's funny, why not wire your testicles to the mains and give it a 10 second burst....should give you an idea of what the guy was feeling.
Say! Come to think of it, why not post your addy, and maybe I'll hook you up to the mains myself.
Scared to post it, I suppose you will be! Fuck-wits like you often are....your all talk when your hiding behind your computers..but in the real world, you run behind your mothers skirt, when the kid next door lights up a fire cracker.
> > > > You all realize OP was just a shit-mouthed strapon taking basement dwelling liar right? > > > > > > > > Or am i the only enlightened human in a black sea of monkeys? > > > > > > I know the (OP), because I was there when it happened.....it was a bloody mess. > > > > haha, so you`re the guy trained in gorilla warfare?! > > > > crackin`me up bitches... > > No, dick-wad, or your mother wouldn't have had you. I was on patrol with the guy. Think it's funny, why not wire your testicles to the mains and give it a 10 second burst....should give you an idea of what the guy was feeling. > Say! Come to think of it, why not post your addy, and maybe I'll hook you up to the mains myself. > Scared to post it, I suppose you will be! Fuck-wits like you often are....your all talk when your hiding behind your computers..but in the real world, you run behind your mothers skirt, when the kid next door lights up a fire cracker.
I agree w/ you dude guys like the ones above are ass holes deserve to have their teeth knocked out.
> > > > You all realize OP was just a shit-mouthed strapon taking basement dwelling liar right? > > > > > > > > Or am i the only enlightened human in a black sea of monkeys? > > > > > > I know the (OP), because I was there when it happened.....it was a bloody mess. > > > > haha, so you`re the guy trained in gorilla warfare?! > > > > crackin`me up bitches... > > No, dick-wad, or your mother wouldn't have had you. I was on patrol with the guy. Think it's funny, why not wire your testicles to the mains and give it a 10 second burst....should give you an idea of what the guy was feeling. > Say! Come to think of it, why not post your addy, and maybe I'll hook you up to the mains myself. > Scared to post it, I suppose you will be! Fuck-wits like you often are....your all talk when your hiding behind your computers..but in the real world, you run behind your mothers skirt, when the kid next door lights up a fire cracker.
1st
my mother giving birth to me has no correlation to the so called war on terror or anyone´s misguided role in it.
try a more creative way to insult me.
2nd
I have touched both poles of a live 220V houshold lead for about 10 seconds. I was a bit "shaken up", but survived unharmed, so go on big soldier man, show me what you do best, torture a civilian !
you fucking dipshit.
3rd
even if I would be as stupid as you and actually posted my real address, you couldn`t afford to travel where I live. besides, you are too retarded to have sufficient knowledge in geography to even find it.
4th
assuming you tell the truth(I know, yeah right):
don`t expect any respect just because you let yourself bullshit into the military as cannonfodder and consequently into a country you and your government had no right to invade.
EXPECT RESPECT for saving lives, not destroying them.
expect respect for being a decent human being in this fucked up shithole we turned our world into.
expect respect for standing up for freedom and liberty against enemies outside AND WITHIN!
and do NOT expect respect for following orders into a ressource securing blood campaign for corporate lalaland, triggered by false flag operations and based on "intel" a 2 years old could see through.
> > > > > You all realize OP was just a shit-mouthed strapon taking basement dwelling liar right? > > > > > > > > > > Or am i the only enlightened human in a black sea of monkeys? > > > > > > > > I know the (OP), because I was there when it happened.....it was a bloody mess. > > > > > > haha, so you`re the guy trained in gorilla warfare?! > > > > > > crackin`me up bitches... > > > > No, dick-wad, or your mother wouldn't have had you. I was on patrol with the guy. Think it's funny, why not wire your testicles to the mains and give it a 10 second burst....should give you an idea of what the guy was feeling. > > Say! Come to think of it, why not post your addy, and maybe I'll hook you up to the mains myself. > > Scared to post it, I suppose you will be! Fuck-wits like you often are....your all talk when your hiding behind your computers..but in the real world, you run behind your mothers skirt, when the kid next door lights up a fire cracker. > > 1st > my mother giving birth to me has no correlation to the so called war on terror or anyone´s misguided role in it. > try a more creative way to insult me. > > 2nd > I have touched both poles of a live 220V houshold lead for about 10 seconds. I was a bit "shaken up", but survived unharmed, so go on big soldier man, show me what you do best, torture a civilian ! > you fucking dipshit. > > 3rd > even if I would be as stupid as you and actually posted my real address, you couldn`t afford to travel where I live. besides, you are too retarded to have sufficient knowledge in geography to even find it. > > 4th > assuming you tell the truth(I know, yeah right): > don`t expect any respect just because you let yourself bullshit into the military as cannonfodder and consequently into a country you and your government had no right to invade. > > > EXPECT RESPECT for saving lives, not destroying them. > expect respect for being a decent human being in this fucked up shithole we turned our world into. > expect respect for standing up for freedom and liberty against enemies outside AND WITHIN! > and do NOT expect respect for following orders into a ressource securing blood campaign for corporate lalaland, triggered by false flag operations and based on "intel" a 2 years old could see through. > > semper fucked, bitch
Anonymous Z-123 joined in and replied with this 4 months ago, 14 hours later, 10 months after the original post#16,322
due get a sex change before any bullets and if you love your self and women mayb she ^^ is right about girls i get the feeling too that a women would love a man with no balls im sure you would not be the first.
> > > > > > You all realize OP was just a shit-mouthed strapon taking basement dwelling liar right? > > > > > > > > > > > > Or am i the only enlightened human in a black sea of monkeys? > > > > > > > > > > I know the (OP), because I was there when it happened.....it was a bloody mess. > > > > > > > > haha, so you`re the guy trained in gorilla warfare?! > > > > > > > > crackin`me up bitches... > > > > > > No, dick-wad, or your mother wouldn't have had you. I was on patrol with the guy. Think it's funny, why not wire your testicles to the mains and give it a 10 second burst....should give you an idea of what the guy was feeling. > > > Say! Come to think of it, why not post your addy, and maybe I'll hook you up to the mains myself. > > > Scared to post it, I suppose you will be! Fuck-wits like you often are....your all talk when your hiding behind your computers..but in the real world, you run behind your mothers skirt, when the kid next door lights up a fire cracker. > > > > 1st > > my mother giving birth to me has no correlation to the so called war on terror or anyone´s misguided role in it. > > try a more creative way to insult me. > > > > 2nd > > I have touched both poles of a live 220V houshold lead for about 10 seconds. I was a bit "shaken up", but survived unharmed, so go on big soldier man, show me what you do best, torture a civilian ! > > you fucking dipshit. > > > > 3rd > > even if I would be as stupid as you and actually posted my real address, you couldn`t afford to travel where I live. besides, you are too retarded to have sufficient knowledge in geography to even find it. > > > > 4th > > assuming you tell the truth(I know, yeah right): > > don`t expect any respect just because you let yourself bullshit into the military as cannonfodder and consequently into a country you and your government had no right to invade. > > > > > > EXPECT RESPECT for saving lives, not destroying them. > > expect respect for being a decent human being in this fucked up shithole we turned our world into. > > expect respect for standing up for freedom and liberty against enemies outside AND WITHIN! > > and do NOT expect respect for following orders into a ressource securing blood campaign for corporate lalaland, triggered by false flag operations and based on "intel" a 2 years old could see through. > > > > semper fucked, bitch > > You talk a lot of shit, as you'd expect.
yeah, as expected, no qualified argument from you, just reedneckspeak.
> > > > > > > You all realize OP was just a shit-mouthed strapon taking basement dwelling liar right? > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Or am i the only enlightened human in a black sea of monkeys? > > > > > > > > > > > > I know the (OP), because I was there when it happened.....it was a bloody mess. > > > > > > > > > > haha, so you`re the guy trained in gorilla warfare?! > > > > > > > > > > crackin`me up bitches... > > > > > > > > No, dick-wad, or your mother wouldn't have had you. I was on patrol with the guy. Think it's funny, why not wire your testicles to the mains and give it a 10 second burst....should give you an idea of what the guy was feeling. > > > > Say! Come to think of it, why not post your addy, and maybe I'll hook you up to the mains myself. > > > > Scared to post it, I suppose you will be! Fuck-wits like you often are....your all talk when your hiding behind your computers..but in the real world, you run behind your mothers skirt, when the kid next door lights up a fire cracker. > > > > > > 1st > > > my mother giving birth to me has no correlation to the so called war on terror or anyone´s misguided role in it. > > > try a more creative way to insult me. > > > > > > 2nd > > > I have touched both poles of a live 220V houshold lead for about 10 seconds. I was a bit "shaken up", but survived unharmed, so go on big soldier man, show me what you do best, torture a civilian ! > > > you fucking dipshit. > > > > > > 3rd > > > even if I would be as stupid as you and actually posted my real address, you couldn`t afford to travel where I live. besides, you are too retarded to have sufficient knowledge in geography to even find it. > > > > > > 4th > > > assuming you tell the truth(I know, yeah right): > > > don`t expect any respect just because you let yourself bullshit into the military as cannonfodder and consequently into a country you and your government had no right to invade. > > > > > > > > > EXPECT RESPECT for saving lives, not destroying them. > > > expect respect for being a decent human being in this fucked up shithole we turned our world into. > > > expect respect for standing up for freedom and liberty against enemies outside AND WITHIN! > > > and do NOT expect respect for following orders into a ressource securing blood campaign for corporate lalaland, triggered by false flag operations and based on "intel" a 2 years old could see through. > > > > > > semper fucked, bitch > > > > You talk a lot of shit, as you'd expect. > > yeah, as expected, no qualified argument from you, just reedneckspeak.
Anonymous Z-125 joined in and replied with this 4 months ago, 3 days later, 10 months after the original post#16,430
Dear OP - I was totally inspired by your posts and would read any book or blog you write in a heartbeat. I'm a woman and I wouldn't think twice about being with someone as intelligent and insightful as you. I really hope you're still out there studying German somewhere and enjoying the shit out of life. Please respond - there are a lot of us who'd love to know that you're ok.
Anonymous Z-126 joined in and replied with this 4 months ago, 1 week later, 10 months after the original post#16,585
Dear OP,
I`m a woman too and as such, like most of us, I love huge balls filled with lots of potent seed to make me healthy strong babies.
sorry OP, you lucked out on the game.
should have stayed at home.
no warstories to brag about to your buddies but the balls to fuck their girls while they´re out and about....
Anonymous Z-129 joined in and replied with this 4 months ago, 9 hours later, 11 months after the original post#16,657
as a woman in search for the strongest,most fit for survival male specimen she can find to secure healthy offspring I have to tell you that you are(and were) in many ways very unsuitable and therefore not worth existing.
1. obviously, no balls=no sperm=no children
but before that:
2. incompetent fighting, proof of unfitness for survival (if it weren`t for medical progress, you`d be dead)
3. signing up for military service, proof of lack of intelligence
now:
4. asking a bunch of basement dwelling losers for encouragement, proof of lack of will and courage
> as a woman in search for the strongest,most fit for survival male specimen she can find to secure healthy offspring I have to tell you that you are(and were) in many ways very unsuitable and therefore not worth existing. > > 1. obviously, no balls=no sperm=no children > but before that: > 2. incompetent fighting, proof of unfitness for survival (if it weren`t for medical progress, you`d be dead) > 3. signing up for military service, proof of lack of intelligence > now: > 4. asking a bunch of basement dwelling losers for encouragement, proof of lack of will and courage
Fuck the hell off, you crack whore! Your just here for the ride, ain't ya? Leave the guy alone!
> > as a woman in search for the strongest,most fit for survival male specimen she can find to secure healthy offspring I have to tell you that you are(and were) in many ways very unsuitable and therefore not worth existing. > > > > 1. obviously, no balls=no sperm=no children > > but before that: > > 2. incompetent fighting, proof of unfitness for survival (if it weren`t for medical progress, you`d be dead) > > 3. signing up for military service, proof of lack of intelligence > > now: > > 4. asking a bunch of basement dwelling losers for encouragement, proof of lack of will and courage > > Fuck the hell off, you crack whore! Your just here for the ride, ain't ya? Leave the guy alone!
> > > as a woman in search for the strongest,most fit for survival male specimen she can find to secure healthy offspring I have to tell you that you are(and were) in many ways very unsuitable and therefore not worth existing. > > > > > > 1. obviously, no balls=no sperm=no children > > > but before that: > > > 2. incompetent fighting, proof of unfitness for survival (if it weren`t for medical progress, you`d be dead) > > > 3. signing up for military service, proof of lack of intelligence > > > now: > > > 4. asking a bunch of basement dwelling losers for encouragement, proof of lack of will and courage > > > > Fuck the hell off, you crack whore! Your just here for the ride, ain't ya? Leave the guy alone! > > truth hurts pal!
Anonymous Z-131 joined in and replied with this 4 months ago, 2 hours later, 11 months after the original post#16,731
Please don't kill yourself! Please don't hurt yourself in any way! You've been through a terrible ordeal that I could never even begin to understand but you are still alive which is more than what can be said of a lot of guys who went off to Iraq. Keep on living for the sake of all the guys who didn't make it home and tell their stories.
Get medical help. Get the prosthesis and take the hormone injections. Perhaps you could use the pills or patch instead since - I imagine - that the less intrusive the medication is the easier it will be to deal with. Get with a counselor or a chaplain to talk about the war. You may have some form of PTSD which needs to be treated. There are sex therapists who may also be some help to you as you learn to cope with the changes in your body.
Life - and relationships - are about so much more than just having sex. Intimacy is also emotional and spiritual. Build a relationship based on these things and explain to the woman that you need some time before you will be ready for sex and that the first couple of time the two of you are together you need to do it in the dark and without her examining your genitals. Just tell her you have a self image issue. She will probably going to go along with that - women understand image issues - and the first time you give her pleasure you will feel a lot better about yourself. Eventually, once you have been affirmed in this area you will be able to let her look at you.
Don't let it worry you that there is no ejaculate. It just means that you can have all the sex you want with no danger of causing an unwanted pregnancy. You don't have to wear a condom and she doesn't need the birth control pill. Later on in life, when you want to have children, you can adopt a kid. Lots of people adopt. It doesn't make you less of a man.
Anonymous Z-128 replied with this 4 months ago, 3 hours later, 11 months after the original post#16,740
(Citing a deleted or non-existent reply.)
> > Please don't kill yourself! Please don't hurt yourself in any way! You've been through a terrible ordeal that I could never even begin to understand but you are still alive which is more than what can be said of a lot of guys who went off to Iraq. Keep on living for the sake of all the guys who didn't make it home and tell their stories. > > > > Get medical help. Get the prosthesis and take the hormone injections. Perhaps you could use the pills or patch instead since - I imagine - that the less intrusive the medication is the easier it will be to deal with. Get with a counselor or a chaplain to talk about the war. You may have some form of PTSD which needs to be treated. There are sex therapists who may also be some help to you as you learn to cope with the changes in your body. > > > > Life - and relationships - are about so much more than just having sex. Intimacy is also emotional and spiritual. Build a relationship based on these things and explain to the woman that you need some time before you will be ready for sex and that the first couple of time the two of you are together you need to do it in the dark and without her examining your genitals. Just tell her you have a self image issue. She will probably going to go along with that - women understand image issues - and the first time you give her pleasure you will feel a lot better about yourself. Eventually, once you have been affirmed in this area you will be able to let her look at you. > > > > Don't let it worry you that there is no ejaculate. It just means that you can have all the sex you want with no danger of causing an unwanted pregnancy. You don't have to wear a condom and she doesn't need the birth control pill. Later on in life, when you want to have children, you can adopt a kid. Lots of people adopt. It doesn't make you less of a man. > > Fuck off, troll!
Anonymous Z-132 joined in and replied with this 3 months ago, 6 days later, 11 months after the original post#16,872
I found this page because of penis cancer. It is possible with penis cancer that the entire penis would have to be removed. I would prefer death to that. So I understand how you feel. But, please consider yourself so lucky to still have a penis. I'd give anything to have it just be my balls.
> I found this page because of penis cancer. It is possible with penis cancer that the entire penis would have to be removed. I would prefer death to that. So I understand how you feel. But, please consider yourself so lucky to still have a penis. I'd give anything to have it just be my balls.
Anonymous Z-134 joined in and replied with this 3 months ago, 1 week later, 11 months after the original post#18,187
I would like to know how this guy is doing? I have a good friend that is a female to male transgendered person and if he can find a woman I know you can....and bubba if the heffer has an issue then she wasn't the right one anyway. So man up, do the inplants and injections and you will be fine. I know it must be a shock and a loss but women do it all the time when they have a total mastectomy with breast cancer, they identify with their breast just like we do our parts but they move on. so without sounding mean...GET OVER IT AN MAN UP your alive and that is what matters
> I would like to know how this guy is doing? I have a good friend that is a female to male transgendered person and if he can find a woman I know you can....and bubba if the heffer has an issue then she wasn't the right one anyway. So man up, do the inplants and injections and you will be fine. I know it must be a shock and a loss but women do it all the time when they have a total mastectomy with breast cancer, they identify with their breast just like we do our parts but they move on. so without sounding mean...GET OVER IT AN MAN UP your alive and that is what matters
He's doing just fine, even after the pricks on this board made fun of him. To be honest, after a tour of Iraq, this board is a piece of cake.
Anonymous Z-135 double-posted this 3 months ago, 8 hours later, 11 months after the original post#18,262
(Citing a deleted or non-existent reply.)
> > > I would like to know how this guy is doing? I have a good friend that is a female to male transgendered person and if he can find a woman I know you can....and bubba if the heffer has an issue then she wasn't the right one anyway. So man up, do the inplants and injections and you will be fine. I know it must be a shock and a loss but women do it all the time when they have a total mastectomy with breast cancer, they identify with their breast just like we do our parts but they move on. so without sounding mean...GET OVER IT AN MAN UP your alive and that is what matters > > > > He's doing just fine, even after the pricks on this board made fun of him. To be honest, after a tour of Iraq, this board is a piece of cake. > > How would you know, faggot? You've never even done a tour of the area outside your mom's basement!!
> > > > I would like to know how this guy is doing? I have a good friend that is a female to male transgendered person and if he can find a woman I know you can....and bubba if the heffer has an issue then she wasn't the right one anyway. So man up, do the inplants and injections and you will be fine. I know it must be a shock and a loss but women do it all the time when they have a total mastectomy with breast cancer, they identify with their breast just like we do our parts but they move on. so without sounding mean...GET OVER IT AN MAN UP your alive and that is what matters > > > > > > He's doing just fine, even after the pricks on this board made fun of him. To be honest, after a tour of Iraq, this board is a piece of cake. > > > > How would you know, faggot? You've never even done a tour of the area outside your mom's basement!! > > Have too!
dressing your mom in a burqa while raping her doesn´t count
Anonymous Z-137 joined in and replied with this 3 months ago, 12 hours later, 11 months after the original post#18,340
I LOST ONE TESTICLE ABOUT THREE YEARS AGO IN IRAQ.I AM A AK ABOVE KNEE AMPUTEE AND LOST ONE OF MY BALLS,NOW I HAVE REPLACEMENT AND A NEW LEG. DONT GIVE UP GET HELP AND THINGS WILL GET BETTER, GO ON TESTOSTERONE YOU WILL STILL BE ABLE TO HAVE RAGGIN HARD ONS ITS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD.IF YOU CAN SURVIVE BOOT CAMP AND A TOUR IN IRAQ THAN YOU CAN SUVIVE THIS BE STRONG , SIGNED AN AMERICAN SOLDIER
> I LOST ONE TESTICLE ABOUT THREE YEARS AGO IN IRAQ.I AM A AK ABOVE KNEE AMPUTEE AND LOST ONE OF MY BALLS,NOW I HAVE REPLACEMENT AND A NEW LEG. DONT GIVE UP GET HELP AND THINGS WILL GET BETTER, GO ON TESTOSTERONE YOU WILL STILL BE ABLE TO HAVE RAGGIN HARD ONS ITS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD.IF YOU CAN SURVIVE BOOT CAMP AND A TOUR IN IRAQ THAN YOU CAN SUVIVE THIS BE STRONG , SIGNED AN AMERICAN SOLDIER
> > I LOST ONE TESTICLE ABOUT THREE YEARS AGO IN IRAQ.I AM A AK ABOVE KNEE AMPUTEE AND LOST ONE OF MY BALLS,NOW I HAVE REPLACEMENT AND A NEW LEG. DONT GIVE UP GET HELP AND THINGS WILL GET BETTER, GO ON TESTOSTERONE YOU WILL STILL BE ABLE TO HAVE RAGGIN HARD ONS ITS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD.IF YOU CAN SURVIVE BOOT CAMP AND A TOUR IN IRAQ THAN YOU CAN SUVIVE THIS BE STRONG , SIGNED AN AMERICAN SOLDIER > > Signed by a CAPSLOCKED fan.
> > > I LOST ONE TESTICLE ABOUT THREE YEARS AGO IN IRAQ.I AM A AK ABOVE KNEE AMPUTEE AND LOST ONE OF MY BALLS,NOW I HAVE REPLACEMENT AND A NEW LEG. DONT GIVE UP GET HELP AND THINGS WILL GET BETTER, GO ON TESTOSTERONE YOU WILL STILL BE ABLE TO HAVE RAGGIN HARD ONS ITS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD.IF YOU CAN SURVIVE BOOT CAMP AND A TOUR IN IRAQ THAN YOU CAN SUVIVE THIS BE STRONG , SIGNED AN AMERICAN SOLDIER > > > > Signed by a CAPSLOCKED fan. > > more like a balless fag
> > > As a woman I wouldn't mind missing nuts on a man , one two none no biggie > > > > As a woman....you don't exist, you sick fucking faggot! > > As a man, neither do you!
Anonymous Z-147 joined in and replied with this 1 month ago, 2 weeks later, 1.2 year after the original post#21,773
I stumbled upon this dialogue while trying to research the possibility of the boy I'm dating's ability to have children with me. I had to comment on some of the things posted here. I will tell you that I am young and could probably have a good selection of able bodied men, but when I tell you that non of this mans injuries effect the way I feel about him, I mean it. He is constantly wondering why a girl like me would choose to be with him and I can't understand it. I can tell you that even seeing pictures of him before the explosion, as a handsome fit man, I still don't need that. His injuries make up the man he is today. He is stronger than any guy I've ever been with because he accepts who he is and embraces the person he is today. This makes him one of the most attractive men I've known. Please don't think that these injuries will impair you as a man. If anything they make you more of a man and allows you to wipe away the 25 insignificant people you will meet and instead bring you the one person that you need to meet. I can't imagine how it feels to be in your place, but we all have unappealing aspects to us. Most of us hide them for as long as we can and find heart break at the end. Think of it like this: I saw his flaws at face value and his charm won me over. I had to approach the situation with everything on the table from day one and it only made me appreciate all of the wonderful qualities I found afterward more.
> I stumbled upon this dialogue while trying to research the possibility of the boy I'm dating's ability to have children with me. I had to comment on some of the things posted here. I will tell you that I am young and could probably have a good selection of able bodied men, but when I tell you that non of this mans injuries effect the way I feel about him, I mean it. He is constantly wondering why a girl like me would choose to be with him and I can't understand it. I can tell you that even seeing pictures of him before the explosion, as a handsome fit man, I still don't need that. His injuries make up the man he is today. He is stronger than any guy I've ever been with because he accepts who he is and embraces the person he is today. This makes him one of the most attractive men I've known. Please don't think that these injuries will impair you as a man. If anything they make you more of a man and allows you to wipe away the 25 insignificant people you will meet and instead bring you the one person that you need to meet. I can't imagine how it feels to be in your place, but we all have unappealing aspects to us. Most of us hide them for as long as we can and find heart break at the end. Think of it like this: I saw his flaws at face value and his charm won me over. I had to approach the situation with everything on the table from day one and it only made me appreciate all of the wonderful qualities I found afterward more.
His injuries will have nothing to do with the ability for the two of you to have children. The only thing standing in your way is whether or not your State allows gay couples to adopt children.
Anonymous Z-148 joined in and replied with this 2 weeks ago, 2 weeks later, 1.2 year after the original post#22,178
I was googling a random question on google and this popped up. So sorry for u. I am not about to read all of these messages but I wanted to say thank u for serving our country. I am a girl and even though u r insecure w every reason to be most girls that r worth a long term relationship won't care that ur missing anything down there. I wouldn't ever personally speak about ur real feelings if u blow it off she will find u extremely attractive. It's def not a first date kind of convo either. Be sure it's developed. If she doesn't stick then she wasn't meant. My husband is military but he is a boom in the airforce. I hope u find ur perfect match. Oh and everyone has lows but nothing is worth taking ur life.
> I was googling a random question on google and this popped up. So sorry for u. I am not about to read all of these messages but I wanted to say thank u for serving our country. I am a girl and even though u r insecure w every reason to be most girls that r worth a long term relationship won't care that ur missing anything down there. I wouldn't ever personally speak about ur real feelings if u blow it off she will find u extremely attractive. It's def not a first date kind of convo either. Be sure it's developed. If she doesn't stick then she wasn't meant. My husband is military but he is a boom in the airforce. I hope u find ur perfect match. Oh and everyone has lows but nothing is worth taking ur life.
> OP probably an hero by now and c4c is just circlejerking over his cadaver
OP is worm food. And nobody gives a flying fuck about his pathetic worthless existence.
What is really sad however is all these morbidly obese basement dwelling Dark Knight fanboys pretending to be females. And all this bullshit about "As a woman...". Crap, fucktards! Just because you have manboobs and your microdick has shrivelled up doesn't mean you are a woman.
> > OP probably an hero by now and c4c is just circlejerking over his cadaver > > OP is worm food. And nobody gives a flying fuck about his pathetic worthless existence. > > What is really sad however is all these morbidly obese basement dwelling Dark Knight fanboys pretending to be females. And all this bullshit about "As a woman...". Crap, fucktards! Just because you have manboobs and your microdick has shrivelled up doesn't mean you are a woman.
Just as this thread says, some people obviously do care! YOU FAIL!!!
> > > OP probably an hero by now and c4c is just circlejerking over his cadaver > > > > OP is worm food. And nobody gives a flying fuck about his pathetic worthless existence. > > > > What is really sad however is all these morbidly obese basement dwelling Dark Knight fanboys pretending to be females. And all this bullshit about "As a woman...". Crap, fucktards! Just because you have manboobs and your microdick has shrivelled up doesn't mean you are a woman. > > Just as this thread says, some people obviously do care! YOU FAIL!!!
What the fuck are you trying to talk about Willis?
> OP if you are still alive please reply. > > > If not, may you find peace and rest in dead.
OP is not alive. He is dead. But he didn't an hero himself because he lost his nads in Iraq. It is because all that fatty, greasy fried food caught up with him.
> > OP if you are still alive please reply. > > > > > > If not, may you find peace and rest in dead. > > OP is not alive. He is dead. But he didn't an hero himself because he lost his nads in Iraq. It is because all that fatty, greasy fried food caught up with him.
> > OP if you are still alive please reply. > > > > > > If not, may you find peace and rest in dead. > > OP is not alive. He is dead. But he didn't an hero himself because he lost his nads in Iraq. It is because all that fatty, greasy fried food caught up with him.
> > > OP if you are still alive please reply. > > > > > > > > > If not, may you find peace and rest in dead. > > > > OP is not alive. He is dead. But he didn't an hero himself because he lost his nads in Iraq. It is because all that fatty, greasy fried food caught up with him. > > How do you know he is dead
> > > > OP if you are still alive please reply. > > > > > > > > > > > > If not, may you find peace and rest in dead. > > > > > > OP is not alive. He is dead. But he didn't an hero himself because he lost his nads in Iraq. It is because all that fatty, greasy fried food caught up with him. > > > > How do you know he is dead > > Because I say so, faggot.!
> > > > OP if you are still alive please reply. > > > > > > > > > > > > If not, may you find peace and rest in dead. > > > > > > OP is not alive. He is dead. But he didn't an hero himself because he lost his nads in Iraq. It is because all that fatty, greasy fried food caught up with him. > > > > How do you know he is dead > > Because I say so, faggot.!
> > > > OP if you are still alive please reply. > > > > > > > > > > > > If not, may you find peace and rest in dead. > > > > > > OP is not alive. He is dead. But he didn't an hero himself because he lost his nads in Iraq. It is because all that fatty, greasy fried food caught up with him. > > > > How do you know he is dead > > Because I say so, faggot.!
> OP is not alive. He is dead. But he didn't an hero himself because he lost his nads in Iraq. It is because all that fatty, greasy fried food caught up with him.
Yeah, you wouldn't think fatty food can catch up with someone, but it's not called "fast food" for nothing!
Anonymous Z-152 double-posted this 6 days ago, 8 minutes later, 1.2 year after the original post#23,181
SCROTUM SELF-REPAIR
by William A. Morton, Jr. MD
taken from: Medical Aspects of Human Sexuality July 1991
One morning I was called to the emergency room by the head ER nurse.
She directed me to a patient who had refused to describe his problem other than
to say that he "needed a doctor who took care of men's troubles." The patient,
about 40, was pale, febrile, and obviously uncomfortable, and had little to say
as he gingerly opened his trousers to expose a bit of angry red and
black-and-blue scrotal skin.
After I asked the nurse to leave us, the patient permitted me to remove
his trousers, shorts, and two or three yards of foul-smelling stained gauze
wrapped about his scrotumm which was swollen to twice the size of a grapefruit
and extremely tender. A jagged zig-zag laceration, oozing pus and blood,
extended down the left scrotum.
Amid the matted hair, edematous skin, and various exudates, I saw some
half buried dark linear objects and asked the patient what they were. Several
days earlier, he replied, he had injured humself in the machine shop where he
worked, and had closed the laceration himself with a heavy-duty stapling gun.
The dark objects were one-inch staples of the type used in putting up
wallboard.
We x-rayed the patient's scrotum to locate the staples, admitted him to
the hospital, and gave him tetanus antitoxin, broad-spectrum antibacterial
therapy, and hexachlorine sitz baths prior to surgery the next morning. The
procedure consisted of exploration and debridement of the left side of the
scrotal pouch. Eight rusty staples were retrieved, and the skin edges were
trimmed and freshened. The left testis had been avulsed and was missing. The
stump of the spermatic cord was recovered at the inguinal canal, debrided, and
the vessels ligated properly, though not much of a hematoma was present.
Through-and-through Penrose drains were sutured loosely in site, and the skin
was loosely closed.
Convalescence was uneventful, and before his release from the hospital
less than a week later, the patient confided the rest of his story to me. An
unmarried loner, he usually didn't leave the machine shop at lunchtime with his
co-workers. Finding himself alone, he had begun the regular practice of
masturbating by holding his penis against the canvas drive belt of a large
floor-based peice of running machinery. One day, as he approached orgasm, he
lost his concentration and leaned too close to the belt. When his scrotum
suddenly became caught between the pulley-wheel and the drive belt, he was
thrown into the air and landed a few feet away. Unaware that he had lost his
left testis, and perhaps too stunned to feel much pain, he stapled the wound
closed and resumed work. I can only assume he abandoned this method of
self-gratification.
'THE EASY WAY OUT' !
> 
Whoops... Here is the aerial shot.
Here I am
Here.
I was talking to OP. Are you OP? (or schizo?)
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